Rachael

Rachael 11

I ran all the way to the other side of the park with tears glistening my eyes but I didn't dare let them fall. Being called a bitch really gets to some people and I'm one of them.

Niall's attitude has really changed since he started dating Amy. The boys have been saying he's had more of an edge to his words, and is always texting Amy and ignoring them like they're thin air that he's keeping there for his own reasons. I can't believe I liked that dick. I know he's usually the sweetest person ever but I was just trying to get on his nerves, I can definitely admit that but to call me a bitch and bringing up my dad... Oh hell naw. He doesn't know about my dad but stil. The thing with my dad is that he passed away when I was 15, it was 4 months before my 16th birthday which was a big deal for him. He used to count down the months which I loved. My dad was a huge part of my life, more than my mom too. My moms a little (very) bitter at times and can make me feel like a disappointment but can pretend to actually care when other people point out that I'm sad. BUT when I tell her she says I'm having an 'episode'. Just a few weeks ago I told my mom I wanted to die and she said 'good'. Thanks mom.

My dad was very caring, always making sure I got enough love to grow up happy, that didn't really work out did it.

The way he died was tragic too, he was at work and 6 men came in with guns and shot 8 people including my own innocent father. I still can't believe it, I always tell myself he's going to come back someday, I just have to wait. My dad introduced me to 'actual' music. My mom used to make me listen to Mozart and Kenny G. I shutter at the memories. He didn't like calm music which everybody loved since he was a very active man. He also introduced me to different genres of music, including Kendrick Lamar which is rap and my mom hates that. I'm in love with Kendrick Lamar now, so much that I want to marry him to death.

He gave me independence that my mother of course hated. She wanted me to do what she wanted. It's like I didn't have an opinion with her. Apparently when she grows old, she's going to live with me since my brother won't want to have his own mommy living with him and his wife. It's not like I do either! Oh yea, I have a brother. You know Luke Hemming's from 5 Seconds of Summer? That's my brother. He's got more of my dads Aussie blood so he has the accent while I'm over here with a boring American one that I got from my mother. He kinda walked out on us leaving me behind in the dust. It kind of hurt me how he did that since he said he'd never leave my side. It's weird how that worked too. He also took in my fathers last name but my mom changed it back to her maiden name and did the same to mine. (Didn't have a choice)

Not too many people know that he's my brother because I'm not telling everybody who walks by and our last names and voices are different. I haven't seen him in years, too, which sucks. He probably forgot that he has a sister dying to see him... WHATTA shame.

"Rachael!" I could hear my name being called from behind me, I was just afraid it was Niall. A moment later I feel someone grab my arm and pull me back into there chest. DAMN TALL BOYS.

"Who is dis?" I sound muffled since I'm pushed up against their chest.

"Your mom, it's Harry of course, who else would run after you? Not Niall or Amy."

"Oh, good." I said and hugged him back. "Did they say anything else before you left?"

"Amy said what a cry baby, and Niall just stood there."

"Hm, okay.." I didn't really know how to respond.

"Why'd you say I asked you on a date?"

"I wanted to see how Niall would react."

"... Or to make him jealous.." Harry said quietly but loud enough for me to hear. He was smiling down at me and I returned the gesture but slapped him on his chest.

*****NIALLS P.O.V******

So I just called Rachael a bitch. Smooth move Niall, calling the girl you like a bitch.

"Are we gonna keep walking?" Amy asked me, latching on my arm.

"Yea sure." Maybe I was a little

'un-calm'.

I still can't believe Harry asked her out though, I mean it's just not right. Maybe I'm just jealous? I'm dating Amy, I shouldn't be jealous! I don't really like Amy, I was trying to make Ray jealous.

God dammit, these flashes are blinding me! Paparazzi's are the definition of stalker.

"Ni, maybe we should kiss.." Amy said in my ear.

"No. I don't really like you Amy and I'm sorry that I made you think that. I like Rachael." I unhooked my arm from hers and walked away to the back of the park to just think.

I can't ask Rachael out after this, and especially after the last fight we had. I still can't believe Harry asked her out knowing I like her. Maybe I should move on like a normal person would.

****RACHAELS P.O.V****

Right now I'm at Harry's hotel room and we're watching TV. Soon enough there was a knock on the door, Harry untangled himself from my body and walked to the door.

"Do you know who it is?"

"Yep! It's our opening act for our tour."

I wonder who they have as their opening act. Of course to pass the time, I started playing Happy Apples. I'm on the last stage of the last level, hopefully this cat won't cut me off like it usually does.

"You need to back the fuck up." I said to my phone because this damn cat is humping me.

"Bitch move out of the mother fucking way! I will cut you with some damn bubbles! I have enough for all of you hoes! Get yo ass out of my way!" I was so close to collecting the most apples but the damn cat and bunny have ganged up on me.

"Bitch, you're got my last nerve and ya dry humping it! Oh hell no." I really need to stop playing this game.....

"Fucking shit!" I should really stop playing this game for mental reasons. "Bitch fuck yo feelings, I'm gonna bury you with my speed balloon!"

"Told you she goes crazy." I heard Harry say from behind me.

"I don't go crazy..." I'm not even sure if that's right, I'm probably lying to myself.

I turn around to find Harry the members of 5 Seconds of Summer. But the one that really caught my eye was the one and only, Luke Hemming's.

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(The chapters got mixed up, twelve won't be the next one, it's put after chapter 16. I don't know why it's there though, so don't ask me why)