Rachael

Rachael 31

Ch.31

Rachaels p.o.v

I couldn't help myself, I wanted him to just stop rambling already, so I kissed him. At first he didn't really process it but he was kissing me back after a second. My hands tangled in his hair, as always and he had his hands on my back, pulling me towards him. I cut off the kiss and just looked at him, admired him.. He rested his chin on the top of my head and I put my head against his chest.

"I have to think about this, Ashton." I pushed the palm of my hands against his chest and backed up. His eyes flashed with hurt and I had to look away.

"Just, give me a day," I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding for so long.

"I understand, I um, see you later," Ashton took a step closer and gave me a kiss on the cheek and walked out of the room.

What am supposed to even think about? I love him back, there's no doubting it but I still don't know about Gemma.. I'll just ask Harry since he's her brother, I know I may seem like a bad person for not just leaving it alone cause my boyfriend said nothing was there but I just want to know. Boyfriend..

"Hey," Calum waltzed in and stood next to me and threw his arm around my shoulder.

"Let's get lunch, I'm hungry," He groaned.

"What did Ashton tell you that made you leave and not be mad at him anymore exactly?" I asked, look up at Calum and let out a sigh.

"He told me to stop being a dick and leave so he can tell you how much he needs you. I laughed because of the way he was acting two seconds before and then he's angrily but calmly telling me to stop being a dick." He chuckled and shook his head. I smiled to myself and let out breathy laugh.

"If we're going to lunch, I'll need to change," I started to walk out of Cal's arm but he just tightened his grip around me.

"You can just go in that, it's good,"

"I'm wearing pajama shorts with Scotty dogs on them and a baggy baseball jersey. " I rolled my eyes at him and started walking away. "I'm changing." I declared after disappearing in the bathroom with my clothes.

I turned around to lock the bathroom door and dropped my clothes on the toilet seat. I picked up the blue crop top I had gotten from Hollister but never wore. I slipped it on and adjusted it until I was satisfied. The black skinny jeans I had picked out were slightly crinkled but I thought they would straighten once I put them on.

"Calum!" I yelled from the slight crack in the door. He ran over to me and abruptly stopped in front of the door.

"Yes?"

"Can you go get the sweatshirt resting on the edge of my bed?" He gave me a nod and was off. It didn't take him long to come back. I thanked him and closed the door again. The sweatshirt was all black except for the middle which was a galaxy print.

I didn't want Calum to see my stomach, that's why I didn't walk out myself. I know I'm wearing a cropped top from my own will but I just don't want to have a baggy-ish shirt underneath and it would kinda feel uncomfortable. And I had recently gotten a belly piercing that I didn't tell anyone about. And recently as in two days ago... So it's still red and stuff.

For makeup I once again did a cat eye but with a gold outlining. I quickly swung the door open and skipped over to Calum.

"Are you finally ready?" He asked in an annoyed voice but had a smile on his face.

"Yes, why yes I am. And I didn't take as long as you think." I scoffed and walked over to my black ankle boots.

"You were in there for almost twenty minutes! That's a long time for me." We walked out of the bus and walked to a sandwich place.