Rachael

Rachael 25

Ch. 25

Rachaels p.o.v

I'm currently at a One Direction concert sweating my bra off. 5 Seconds of Summer is opening right now though so Harry is the one standing next to me, annoying the hell outta me.

"Ya know, your little boy friend has a HUGE-"

"Shut it," I said, not even looking at him.

"I was gonna say huge Pokemon card collection like you and Luke did..." I started laughing and when I did, so did Harry.

"But if you're thinking like that..."

He smirked at me and I just shoved his shoulder.

"I swear to god.."

*******AFTER CONCERT*******

"You guys did really good!" I squealed happily. I was really hyper, they had A BUNCH of pixie sticks backstage and I had almost half of them. They all said some tired "thank you's" and

"calm the hell downs".

"Huh! It's only 1:00 am! It's not even late yet, yes!" Ashton started walking closer to me and he dipped his head to my ear.

"Calm the fuck down. I love you but stop." He said in a raspy tone. Wait. Wait. He loves me?

"You... You love me?" I wasn't all jumpy anymore, I was more serious now.

"What?" He looked zoned out, like he didn't know what he was saying.

"Um, never mind.." Maybe he just said that to make me calm down or something... Or he just didn't know what he was saying; he is really tired. "I'm going to sleep... Night." I quickly changed into my volleyball shorts, one of my big shirts and ran to my bunk.

"Nice ass in those shorts," Harry said, walking out of the bus. My cheeks went into a deep scarlet colour. I jumped up into the bunk I was staying in and made myself into a little burrito with my blankets.

"Night, Rachael," Ashton stretched up to reach my face and kissed my cheek.

"Night," I wasn't really tired so I decided to get my laptop out and go on tumblr. My dashboard was full of random shit that made me laugh but the only thing that came out was a heavy breath outta my nose. But one post made me want to throw up... It was pictures of Gemma and Ashton I think on a date. One was them walking together, another of him holding the car door open and the last one... The last one was of them kissing. I shut my laptop closed and almost threw it to the side. Before I knew it, I was crying my eyes out. I couldn't hold it in, I really like Ashton, it hurts me to see those pictures. I've liked him since I was in 7th grade! I would've never thought he would do something like that, I thought he was better. We've been dating for more than 4 months, is he already sick of me? Probably.

"Hey, Ray, are you okay?" Luke's bunk was under mine so it didn't surprise me that he heard me crying.

"I'm fine," It was stupid of me to say that while crying.

"No you're not, now come on, sleep with your teddy bear. It'll make you feel better." My teddy bear was Calum since he's my best friend. He knows how to comfort me when I'm upset like now. He's like another Hiatt to me.

"Okay.." I crawled out of my bunk and walked over to where Calum was sleeping. I shook his shoulder slightly but harder when he didn't wake up. I hate bothering him at 1:36am... I started to walk away when someone grabbed my wrist, pulling me back.

"Rachael?" He said in a tired, deep voice.

"Yea... Sorry to wake you.." I started to walk away again but he got me by the waist this time. He pulled me close to him on his bunk. I was still crying but not as hard but he still noticed.

"What happened, Ray?"

"I'll tell you in the morning," I, once again, tried to get up but he still had his hand on my waist.

"Get in," Calum said, motioning towards the other side of his bunk. I didn't say anything else, I just crawled over Calum since I hate being on the edge and he knows it.

People would probably think that I'm cheating on Ashton or something but I'm not. I would never cheat on somebody, even if the relationship is going bad. I don't know what I'm gonna say to Ashton in the morning, he doesn't know I know.

"You're gonna tell me in the morning." Calum wrapped arms around my waist after declaring that and he fell asleep.

!******NEXT MORNING******!

"Shit," That was followed by vigorous clicking sounds. I opened my eyes to see Calum on his laptop, still laying in bed.

"Hi," I croaked, my throated felt rough when I spoke.

"I'll get you some water," Calum moved his laptop to the side, and got up to get me water. He's so nice to me. I slid his laptop closer to me and looked at what he was playing; it was happy wheels. I clicked replay to see what he did. I couldn't help but laugh when he disconnected the old man from his wheelchair, the old man flew over a tree and fell into a dead dinosaurs stomach. He crawled out of the stomach and that's when it ended.

"Why are you looking at my failures in life?" A glass of water was placed in front of my face, I grabbed it and say up. He was smiling at me, I didn't have to look to know.

"I just wanted to see what you cursing about," I smiled at him and took a sip of my water. He got himself a lemonade vitamin water. I never liked vitamin water for some reason.

"All the guys except for Michael are out for a run. Are you going to tell me what happened last night?" He closed his laptop and put it in the drawers under his bunk.

"It's nothing really, I may have overreacted about it and it could be fake for all I know." I paused for a second to think. "But, I was upset because while I was on tumblr last night, I-um, found some pictures of Ashton and Gemma on a date I think and the last picture was of them kissing." It felt like I was telling myself what happened, as if I didn't believe it happened and it was only in my head.

"Well, I wouldn't say you were overreacting at all." He rubbed my shoulder, looking concerned for me. "You should totally beat up Ashton." We both started to laugh together, hunching over.

"Why are you telling my girlfriend to beat me up?" Ashton said walking into the room.

"Which one?" I said without thinking. I covered my mouth, intending that I didn't mean to say it out loud. Calum stifled a laugh.

"What are talking about?"

"Um, nothing. I'm gonna go to my bunk."

"Why were you sleeping in Calum's?" He asked out of no where. He probably thinks that I'm cheating on him.. Oh Please.

"Reasons that don't relate to what you're thinking of. I was just upset last night and Luke said I should go to Calum since he always knows how to make me feel better." I sounded so bland saying this but I didn't care.

"Why didn't you come to me...?" He looked genuinely hurt that I didn't go to him. Maybe the photos of him and Gemma were fake or it was just as friends...

"Maybe she was afraid to find you with Gemma in there." Calum harsh voice brought me out of my thoughts and back into the conversation.

"What are you talking about?"

"Rachael." Calum put me on the spot and it made me kind of nervous.

"Well, erm... I was on tumblr last night and there was these pictures.." I paused for a second, collecting my thoughts. "And I saw these pictures of you and Gemma on a date. And the last photo was you kissing her and yeah..."

"What did Ashton do?" Luke walked into the room, looking hella angry and it was towards Ashton..

(A/N

Ight then

-Nat xx)