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"Hay can I come in", he asked.
"Sure", I said awkwardly. I cleared my throat and stepped back.
"Mom Hayes is here", I said, I had that voice where she could tell I was confused why he was here.
We went up to my room and I looked an absolute mess.
"Wasn't expecting you or anyone really", I said looking around my room and kicking a pad under my bed.
He laughed awkwardly.
He took a seat on my bean bag chair that was huge.
I sat on my bed and we just kinda sat in each others presence for a while then he broke the silence.
"Look Addison I'm sorry", he said.
"Huh", I said.
"I'm sorry for being so distant recently it's just you know a lot is going on but no matter how much I try to think about other things I just keep thinking about you and we'll I know I've changed-"
"Yeah I know you've changed", I interrupted.
He gave me a look and continued.
"Listen would you", he snapped.
"What", I said. Overall I was fed up with his all of his family (brothers). Because they are just fucking my life up currently.
"If you think you can waltz in here after all this time I have waited and waited for you to realize you were being an ass and then when I wake up from this stupid coma I go on social media to find out your some fuckboy who smokes", I said trying to stay calm.
"Well why would you believe everything on the Internet", he asked.
"okay look I know I smoked but the fuckboy stuff what do you mean", he said.
"I'm not dumb Hayes I know you've probably gotten more blow jobs than the years I've been alive by different girl may I add", I said. I was honestly hurt. I thought we had something. The 14 year old who liked the baby 12 year old what happened to that. Well I'll tell you one thing. Hayes is finding out who he really is and unfortunately I'm apart of that.
"Addison are you crying", he asked.
"I was", I said clearing my thought again then gulping.
I looked down and my fuzzy socks that my dad got me. I drew different images on the floor with my toe.
"Why", he asked.
"Reasons", I said.
"Addison", he said in a demeanor that was serious.
I looked up at his beautiful blue orbs. Then snatched my eyes away.
"Addison what are you thinking", he asked.
I always do things like look at Windows or doors or any object basically when I'm thinking.
"About the future", I said. I wasn't lying. I really was thinking about what my life was going to be like from now on. Without Sophia and with Jackson with Tessa now, how was I going to get through.
