CALL ME OPPA || MYG✔️

Chapter18

The next day came sooner than I wanted and I was currently in the last class.

I had finally made up my mind on what I was doing after thinking like crazy.

I was going to tell the boys everything my mom and dad said and my answer once school ended.

Finally the bell had rung and I met up with them.

"Where should we go to celebrate?" V asks and they all start talking.

"Actually..I need to talk to you guys." I say and Suga looks at me confused.

"Is everything okay?" He asks.

"No actually. Can we go back to the dorm?" I ask and they all agree and drive us back.

When we get inside I sit down on the couch they weren't.

"What's wrong?" Jimin asks and everyone is looking at me with worried expressions on their faces.

"Well..a couple months ago my mom told me that once school ended and I graduated that I'd have to choose whether I wanted to stay here or move back to America. My parents said they'd give me money to buy my apartment too so I had to give them an answer.." I say and they all look at me with wide eyes.

"What did you decide..?" Suga asks looking at me with hurt eyes.

"I'm going back to America." I say, dropping my gaze.

"You're just going to leave?? After everything?" Jimin asks while raising his voice a little.

"I'm sorry." I say and look up and notice that there was tears in his eyes along with Jungkook and Suga.

The others looked like they wanted to cry but were holding back.

"When are you leaving?" Suga asks, dropping his head causing his eyes to be shielded by his hair.

"They're taking me back tomorrow." I say and he goes silent.

"Will you be coming back at all?" Jin asks and I look at him.

"Of course. I'm not just going to forget about you guys. I love you guys like my own family." I say.

"Then why are you leaving us?!" J-hope yells and I look over to see tears rolling down his face.

"I'm sorry." I say and and stand up.

"I didn't mean to hurt you guys..I'll know you don't hate me if you see me tomorrow before I leave." I say and leave the dorm.

I knew they were going to be upset so I didn't push it anymore and gave them time.
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When I got home I went to my room to see the boxes I had packed stacked up on the wall and my suitcase of clothes standing next to it.

I let out a breath and laid down.

Tomorrow I'd be heading back to America.

I'd of course miss them a lot and I felt horrible but I just felt like I had to do this for my future.

I had to make mine.

I wasn't a famous K-pop group like they were. I was nothing as of right now.

I feel tears wetting my face as I slowly fall asleep.
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When I woke up the next morning I showered and got dressed in a simple outfit.

When I was done I carried my bags downstairs, seeing as my parents were gonna ship my boxes, and my eyes filled with tears as I saw the guys standing in the living room.

"You guys came.." I say and Suga steps forward.

"Of course we came. We weren't going to let you leave without saying goodbye." he says and pulls me into his arms.

"I'm gonna miss you so much." I say and start crying into his shoulder.

"I know. I'm going to miss you too but we can make this work." he says and I nod and cling tighter to him.

When I back up I hug all of the guys and step back.

"It's time." my dad says and I let out a shaky breath and nod.

"Bye guys." I say and I see tears coming from them which only made me cry more.

"Just one more." I say and run to them pulling them all in for a group hug.

When we pull back we're all crying harder.

"Video call me once everything is situated." I say and Suga nods and takes my face in his hands and kisses me.

Man I was gonna miss that...

I take one last look at the guys before getting into the car.

As my dad drives away I can only wave and cry harder.

My heart hurt.