CALL ME OPPA || MYG✔️

Chapter20

Your pov•

After the long flight back to America I went to (b/f/n)'s house.

I'd be staying here until I found an apartment.

"I can't believe you came home!" She says, throwing her arms around me.

"I can't either." I say, running my fingers through my hair.

My eyes were tired from all the crying I had been doing today.

I wonder if the guys were okay..if Suga was okay..

"Here, let me set these in the room. Make yourself something to eat." (b/f/n) says, knocking me out of my thoughts.

I watch as she disappears into the guest room and I walk into the kitchen and make me food.

My phone was completely dead so I couldn't even text Suga or the guys.

I sigh and sit down on her couch.

I thought I'd be happy coming back here but now I just feel depressed and empty.

When (b/f/n) comes back she puts my phone on the charger and then puts on a movie.

I don't pay attention to it though because I'm to busy thinking about the guys.

I really did miss them already.

I just wanted to be in Suga's arms.

"Are you tired? Did you want to go to bed?" (B/f/n) asks and I nod and stand up.

"Okay goodnight!" She yells as I grab my phone and walk into the guest bedroom and shut the door.

I walk over to the bed after plugging in my phone again and plop down.

All I can think about is the guys.

Should I really have come here?

Am I making a mistake??

I sigh and go to sleep.

****************Big time skip*************

When I wake up in the morning I get dressed and ready and sprint to my laptop.

I open Skype and call Suga.

A couple months had passed and I had gotten an apartment and a part time job.

I was starting to become happy again but of course I still missed the guys like crazy.

I hadn't talked face to face with any of them yet and I felt like I was going insane.

After a couple rings, Suga's face pops up on my screen and I feel a smile spread across my face without me even having to think about it.

"Hey gorgeous." he says and I feel my heart beat quicken.

"Hey." I say with a smile.

"How are you?" He asks and I look around my apartment and smile.

"I'm good, what about you?" I ask.

"Well I miss you like crazy and so do the others but aside from that it's good. The guys and I are on tour now so that's fun." he says and can't help but to smile.

"I'm happy for you." I say and he smiles.

"Thank you. So are you going to come to our performance tonight?" He asks and I shake my head.

"I'm sorry. I can't. I have work." I say and I see him frown.

"But this is the only time we'll be in America and then we're leaving right after." he says and I feel a tug at my heart.

"I'm really sorry." I say and he sighs.

"It's okay, I understand." he says.

"Hey listen, I have to go. We just arrived at the hotel and we have to start getting ready. I'll text you when we get back on the bus." he says and I sigh.

"Okay." I say.

"I love you , bye." he says and the screen goes black and my eyes widen.

Did he just say he loved me??!

Was he serious??

Did I love him..?

Of course I love him.

I have to get to that concert.

I have to get back to the guys.

I have to go back home.. to Korea.