CALL ME OPPA || MYG✔️

Chapter19 ~

V's POV•

When we got back to the dorm everyone disappeared into their rooms including me.

I can't believe she was actually gone..

I could feel the tears in my eyes as I slid down the door and put my head in my arms.

The tears came out and once they had they wouldn't stop.

After everything that we'd been through she just left like we meant nothing..

I wiped at the tears but they just kept falling.

Why did she have to leave....

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Jimin's POV•

When I got back to the dorm I went to take a bath to calm my nerves.

I sat down in the tub and my mind went to (y/n).

She was gone and wasn't coming back for awhile.

She just left us.

She left me.

Before I knew it I was crying.

I grabbed my hair and pulled roughly while crying louder.

Maybe if I had tried to convince her to stay she would have.

This is all my fault and now there's nothing I could do about it!

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RM's POV•

I stared down at y/n's contact in my phone and covered my mouth as I started to cry.

She had made such a big impact on our lifes that not having her here and knowing she won't be back is enough to make you want to cry forever.

She was always so happy and caring towards our feelings and now she's gone just like that.

I throw my phone across the room and bury my face in my hands.

She was gone..

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Jungkook's pov•

I felt empty.

Y/n was gone.

My best friend..gone.

I can just imagine her here telling me everything was going to be alright but it wasn't.

Her face popped into my head and I felt tears burning at my eyes. 

When would she come back?

Would she come back or would she just forget about us..?

When I thought that, the tears pushed through and slowly rolled down my cheeks.

Why?! Why did she have to leave?

Had I really lost my best friend..?

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Jin's pov•

Even though I wasn't as close to (y/n) as everyone else was I still felt the pain they were.

She had changed my life in a way I couldn't explain.

Her being here was a reason to get out of bed everyday and now what.

She was gone and probably not coming back.

Soon she'd forget all about us and we'd be nothing.

I wipe away a tear that had fallen from my eye and laid down in my bed and cried.

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J-hopes pov•

I run into my room and throw everything off my dresser and grab onto my hair.

She was really gone.

She actually left.

The thought alone made me angry.

She lied.

She said she wasn't going anywhere and she lied!

I let out a breath and sit down at the table in my room.

I tried not to cry but it didn't work and I broke down.

Tears came streaming down my face and I started hyperventilating.

How could she just leave us..

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Suga's pov•

When we got back to the dorm I went to my room and threw myself down on my bed and looked up at the ceiling.

There was a tugging in my chest as I remembered y/n's face as she was driving away from us, leaving us all alone.

I wanted her to be here next to me but instead she was on a plane going back to America.

I felt a tear roll down my cheek as I turned my head to look beside me and y/n wasn't there.

I moved my hand on the pillow then let it drop onto the bed.

She really was gone and I didn't want to believe it.

I knew she'd come visit and we'd Skype and what not but I wanted her here..I needed her here.

As I was laying there I realized something I should have realized sooner.

I love her...I love y/n.