Crush x Reader

~My Angel~

"Higher!" You chanted. "That's about as high as the swing can go!" Yelled
(C/n). "Do you dare me to jump off this swing?" You asked, smirking. "I triple-dog-dare you!" Replied (C/n). You jumped off the swing and landed gracefully on the ground, stumbling just a bit.

The two of you both giggled and played at the park for the rest of the day. That moment felt like yesterday. I wish I could turn back time. You thought sadly. "I'm sorry, (Y/n), he's gone." The doctors words were ringing louder than bells in your head.

There was nothing you could do about
(C/n)'s death. Nothing at all. You felt helpless, depressed, furious, and so many more mixed emotions. Why him? Of all people in the world, my love, died. You thought angrily.

Memories of his smile, his hug, his face, his time, came flooding back to you, just making life harder. How could you ever live, love, or heal again? "I'm sorry." All of your friends kept saying that.

Sorry for what? Sorry for the death of my best friend? How can you be sorry? You thought. All you wanted was (C/n) back, nothing else. No hug or talk would help. You needed (C/n).

Time Skip To The Next Day

"(Y/n), I made you waffles, want to eat them?" Your mother said in a soft voice. "No." You groaned. For some reason, you started to sob. You let it all out, all over again. You were angry at the world, at life, at death, at everything.

Your mother walked over to your bed and said, "Do you need to talk?" You couldn't answer. Your sobs were uncontrollable. She left you in peace, while you cried.

I miss you, my angel. You thought.

"I've tried so hard to tell myself, that you're gone. But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along."
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The song I chose for this story was 'My Immortal' by Evanscene. Please don't kill me for all the depressing thoughts...