FADING AWAY || A Michael Clifford Fanfiction

Chapter 21

{Rowen's POV}

"Roxanna Elizabeth Maria the 3rd" as soon as Caro said this I slap her, and she knew it was coming because is not the first time that she said my actual name which by the way I absolutely despise with all my existence.

I looked up and saw Calum in shock I completely forgot that he was still here,  I honestly thought that he had gone to Ashton's room along with Michael. I don't know if he was in shock because of the fact that I slapped Caro or because of my actual name.

"Rowen what the fuck was that?" Said Calum almost yelling at me.

"What was what?" I said back at him.

"Why the hell did you just slapped Caro?"

"Don't worry about it Cal she knows exactly why I slapped her...right Caro?" I snapped at him.

"Yes, I do and I also know that by the way she's talking she doesn't want to talk about it" Caro answered me.

"Sometimes I think you know a little too much" I said then saw that she had a weird face but I didn't wanted to ask her about it.

"Ok now that you can talk how about you tell us how you know that Mia died...if that's ok with you of course" Calum told me.

"How about we go inside of her room and get off the hallway floor before we start talking about anything" Caro told Calum with a little bit of sarcasm but only a person that uses as much sarcasm as me is able to tell.

"Can't we go to a Starbucks or a coffee shop instead....Please?" I asked mainly because I didn't wanted to go in my room because I knew what was gonna go through my mind as soon as I saw that little blade just laying in the bathroom sink.

"Is it ok with you Cal?" Caro asked.

"Wait let me ask Dave" he said as he called Dave on his phone and not hanging up he asked me "he said that he was gonna have to go with us is that ok Rowen?"

"Yeah that's fine."

It didn't took long for Dave to show up, to take us to the Starbucks down at the lobby

Once we got to the Starbucks we ordered some drinks and then sat down on an empty table near the wall that had a TV which was giving the news about a plane crash that was going to Rome, Italy (which is where we are) then it showed some of the names of the casualties that had already been identified one of them was Mia Chalmers (my mum) I started to cry once again.

Caro who was next to me just hugged me then said "I guess she just wanted to surprise you but failed."

Then Calum who was sitting across from me said "Ro I'm so sorry that this had to happen."

I thought to myself, that if I wouldn't have left to go on tour with this guys then mum wouldn't had had the idea of surprising me and wouldn't had taken the plane and she WOULDN'T had died "it's my fault it's always my fault" I sad as I runed back towards the elevators to go back to my room and as I was going inside my room I noticed Michael who was waiting for me inside.

"Hey, where you been sweet heart?" but then as soon as he saw me go inside the bathroom he yelled "Rowen don't even FUCKING think about it, it's not your fault she died. Now come out off the bathroom and talk to me like a 'normal' human being."

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