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CHAPTER ELEVEN: VAMNIR

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CHAPTER ELEVEN: VAMNIR

“ I think we should get back. It's almost midnight.” chase smiled. He brushed a hair away from her face. Jayla's head was still swimming from the kiss and than the kisses after that. Chase pulled jay onto his chest and kissed a line along her collarbone.

“ okay.” jay agreed easily. “so long as you promise me that we'll do this again.” jay traced a pattern on his neck with her fingers. The air had an autumn chill in it's wind but chase kept jay warm. His blond curls contrasted with the rough dirt like smoke and gold. Jay ran her fingers over his face, playing on his lips for a moment.

“ I promise.” he kissed her softly on the lips, lingering for a second longer than necessary. Jay smiled and kissed him back. He sat up and curled her into a ball in his lap. It amazed jay that he was almost as strong as her, maybe even stronger. It must be because of his clan, no ordinary darkslayer could match her strength.

“ have you talked to emery lately?” chase asked.

“ no, not much. why?” jay asked squirming in his lap. Had Emery let it slip what really happen to his hand to Chase. Jay just hopped he wasn't to mad. Maybe she could make up some sort of lie to excuse her behaviour.

“ I don't know, he's just been acting weird lately. We used to be really close, but now he keeps his distance. I think he's trying to make some kind of point.”

“ and what might that be?” jay asked with a smile.

“ maybe that he doesn't need me.” chase sighed.

“ don't get to upset. Of course he needs you, your his brother right? He loves you no matter what.”

“ yeah, but you can love someone and not want to spend time with them.” chase picked a strand of jays hair and brushed it behind her ear.

“ I can understand that. I’ve loved people in my life but never wanted to spend more than a minute with them.”

“ do you love them?”

“ who?” jay asked, peeking up at him from underneath her hair.

“ Elissa and Addison.”

jay sighed, could he pick a worse thing to talk about.“ I’m not sure. When I think about the idea of them as my family and remember the happy memories I’ve seen of them, it's easy to love them. Than when reality dawns on me and I remember what they've done to me, all I want is to see their blood drained from their bodies.”

jay whispered. “ can you love monsters?” She couldn't stop herself from thinking of chase and her. She was a monster if only part of one. Would he love her if he knew?

“ if the monster was once good, and could someday be good, than yes. I could love as many monster as the world offered me. Though, if the monster was a monster to you, than how could you love it.”

“ we adore what despises us and despise what adores us.”

“ that is only true when talking about lust, but to love someone, you have to care for them and trust them.”

“ than I don't love them.” jay stated. “ I wouldn't trust them so I could never love them than, right?”

“ maybe some day you'll know for sure, maybe someday you'll have a better family than them.”chase sighed.

“i hope so, but there's so much of my life that I’m missing. All the memories of the time I knew this place. All I can do is guess and fall prey to blind hope.”