• one month later •
Anamara 😈
It's been a whole month of me being in Nebraska.
I was about to get ready to go to Dr. P office for my next session.
"Anamara." the lady at the front desk called out.
"Your sister wants you to call her." she told me.
"How am I gonna do that lady? Y'all took our phones away."
She chuckled sarcastically, "Here's a quarter and there's a pay phone. Have at it." she sat the quarter on the counter
I smirked at her then walked to the pay phone down the hall.
I put the quarter in & dialed my sisters number.
The phone rang & Mesha answered.
"Wassup, what I need to call you for?" I asked through the phone
"I'm not gonna keep the baby." she admitted
"What the fuck, why not?"
"I'm not gonna be able to do this without Trashawn. How will my son or daughter have a father, I can't I just can't." she cried
I could feel myself getting heated on the inside, I knew I was boutta fit out.
"Shut up! just shut the fuck up! Are you stupid? What mom talked you into this?" I asked angrily
"No I---"
"Just shut up! Why you gone and do something as dumb as an abortion. Your already a month pregnant. It's too late to get one dumb ass! So what, you can lay down and get a dick inside you but you don't wanna handle the consequence? You think a mother in the projects with five kids thought about getting an abortion? NO! Because they handle their responsibility." I yelled
"Why are you talking to me like this?" she said crying.
"Because you're stupid! You do that to that poor baby that didn't ask to be here, I'll never speak to you again."
I hung up the phone & start slamming it against the hook repeatedly.
"Ardeshir!" the lady at the desk called out. "Stop it."
I put the phone back on the hook and walked back towards her.
"The name is Anamara . If you don't know how to say that, call me Anna. Just don't call me by my last name. I'm not your fucking inmate." I snapped.
"A bit snappy ain't you?" said a voice from behind me.
I turned around & seen my probation officer standing there looking good. But I wasn't in the mood.
"Estúpido." I said walking to Dr. P office.
"I don't know what that means so I'm gonna act like you said, hello!" he said down the hall.
