The Real Me

His Name Is Alexis???

I don't know why but I kept thinking of that night at the club, I was just so curious, I asked Alison what happened, she just said she wasn't sure, because it happened way too fast to comprehend, well that earned a nod from me.

This past few days my mom has been entirely ignoring me definitely because of the club thing, but we have passed this right??? I guess no! My mom has always been the type to make you feel bad about little things, she makes you feel like you murdered someone and you would go to hell when you die no matter the good you did later, which is quite absurd.....

I came back from lectures quite early today, so I wanted to go round and explore Paris, because staying here in the house all alone is beginning to drive me nuts

I kept walking, looking at the great streets of Paris, seeing people taking pictures with their family actually made me smile. I really miss my dad a lot because I was usually always with him, my mom wasn't such to always care for you well I guess that is just how life Is..

I kept seeing kids playing and then I saw something that made my heart pound, and make my head spin, it was him?? The guitar guy. And then he met my gaze we just kept staring at each other for while I didn't know how I got too close to him I guess I kept walking closer and looking at him. To earth Lis you are not a sucker for fine guys, then I quickly composed my self. Hi I said followed by look am sorry for the other day for saying that, I was just not in the mood maybe, I said honestly., then I noticed he just stared without saying anything which made me regret apologizing. OK bye I said quickly walking away, when a husky voice which made me surprised said I'm sorry for been an asshole too I should have been much polite, that made me smile because I knew he couldn't see it because my back was turned to him, Can I know you??? He asked unsurely let's start from the normal introduction well I'm Alexis. and you?? he extended his hand towards me I'm Lis actually Elizabeth,. something told me that instance we were going to be best of friends...

So?? He asked much more like a question. Soo??? I asked with the same tone he used with my brows furrowed, then I got him staring, What??? I said a bit harshly. Really don't kill me I just notice you furrow your brows a lot he said with a grin. Well.... I don't know what to say... Are you in vacation in Paris?? he asked this time too polite. Uhm no actually we moved here from the US when my dad died I guess to breathe in a new fresh air I said in one breathe exhaling deeply, I'm really sorry about your dad 'he said sincerely well no problem' I said quickly to avoid getting in thoughts what about you?? I asked in without knowing 'he looked at me unsure, I mean your parents, what about you??? He spoke as if in deep thought my dad is a workaholic, never had time for me, while my mom was the caring one bugging me about getting married, so I guess my life Is complicated..

We kept talking and talking without realizing that it was becoming late. Dang it's late I have to go home 'can I take you he asked with his cute eyes staring directly at me, well OK thank you...

We kept walking, till we reached my house, I saw the lights turned off, I know I'm in deep trouble but It won't hurt to sneak in right??? So goodnight I really had a great time with you he said still staring then he kissed me on my forehead night he said leaving my head blank still looking still he was out of sight... Then I quickly Come to earth I sneak into the house thank God my mom was sleeping, I quickly walked silently to my room as I shut the door quickly then I fall onto my bed with a smile with one thing on my mind Alexis then I shut my eyes closed.......