I grabbed Kath's hand and swivelled her round to the staff.
" What do you say Kath?" I said sternly.
She looked at me back at the staff.
" Thank you for the food" she smiled.
The staff smiled sweetly at her and looked at me, there eyes gleaming.
" Thank you all" I said putting my hand together and bowing. This was a way of making sure that they didn't shake my hand. Sometimes, I want to refrain from doing that. One of the staff came up and held out a napkin and pen.
" you wouldn't mind would you please?" She smiled. She looked young, probably in her 20's. i winked at her and took them both and started to sign it, flawlessly moving the pen, across the napkin. The other staff started to move and then soon i ended up signing for all the staff and people in the restaurant.
One girl came up to me crying. My heart melted. I was used to this since the Jacksons 5, every girl you pass sobbing and crying. It was difficult to look at sometimes, but the best I could do was give them a hug. She placed her hands on her mouth as she looked at me, tears trickling down her face.
" Come " I said opening my arms.
She started to sob once again and she collapsed in to my arm. I held her and stroked her hair and whispered in her ear.
" Hey shush its okay its okay"
" I love you so much Michael, I really do"
" I love you more" I said, stretching my arms and taking a look at her. I gave her a small smile and took a piece of napkin on the table.
" Your name gurl?" I said taking hold of a pen.
" Ada " she sniffed, she then put her hands over her eyes.
" Michael! I love you" she kept repeating.
I giggled and wrote:
' To Ada , I love you more. Michael '
I signed the paper for the last time and gave her a hug. She cried and hugged me tight. To be honest times like this i felt like i was being suffocated. I gently pushed her away gave a small kiss on her forehead and headed out.
Kath skipped happily to the car.
" Daddy can we go play in a park?"
I paused and looked at Javon , who was struggling to carry the painting.I ruffled my hair and looked at Kath, her big brown eyes looking hopefully at me. "Sure princess"
"Go through the front" I said helping her out. She walked out with Javon. I stared from the window , watching her skip and run towards the play ground filled with kids. It was times like this where I felt the anguish and anger.
I should be out there with my kid, playing with her, pushing her on the swing or slide, something like that. I see it everyday. When I'm on the way to the studio or any type of business;I pass families , different ones , all doing different things. It wasn't fair. I cant live a normal life. Not even with my kid. I mean i have to watch her play through a window for God sakes!
I saw her engage with other children, climbing on bars and playing tag while Javon stood there watching over them. I bit my lip and dug my face in my hands. It wasn't fair, Its not fair. All these people caused this. I cant go anywhere without being attacked. I rested against the back seat, slowly closing the window. It was then where I let my self go. These moments, I just fucking cry and cry.
// Interesting Fact:This actually happened to Michael in real life, watching his kids through the window as they played in the park... I know *Cries*. Its sad the fact that Michael had to endure this- you can find it in the book Remember the time//
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King of my heart
FanficKatherine Jackson is the only adopted child of the King of Pop. Brought to America , she grows up in a world where she's expected to be part of the media, while her father is being slandered by many. Can she protect her father and also try and live...
