I couldn't sleep.I just lay there thinking about my whole life, my success, mistakes. I turned over and stared at Kath. She was softly snoring, her brown hair spread out against the pillow, clutching her bear.
I couldn't ask for more. Maybe- I should have tried for kids while I was younger. Its just...I was so busy, not ready to be tied down, with the Bad tour , awards and Dangerous album on work.Past relationships didn't even work for me.More lies were created.
I sat up and ran my hand through my hair. It was nearly 2:30am in the morning. I paced up and down again, humming. I then remembered Bill was on night duty, so he was technically patrolling the house. I grabbed my phone and dialled, slowly walking over to the bathroom so I wouldn't wake Kath up.
The phone rang and he picked up, his voice all tired and raspy.
" B speaking how may I help you ?"
" Bill!"
" Who's this?"
" Its Mike"
" Mike who?"
I rolled my eyes.
" think Bill"
" Mr Jackson!" He exclaimed, i heard him laugh then pause.
" why are you up at this time sir?"
" Bill- I need help with Kath's coming up birthday" I said completely ignoring his question.
" Uhhh what do you have in mind Sir?" He said.
" Maybe set it here, ya know hire clowns, magicians and stuff"
" Who will be coming Sir?"
I paused and bit my lip, there really was no one to invite. Kath didn't even know any other children, i kept her close to me and i've isolated us both.
" I- I don't know Bill" I whispered.
I then started to cry, totally losing myself.
" Bill-i've made her life miserable, I know i have!" I sobbed.
" Your the best father I've seen sir- don't doubt yourself, you were just protecting her" I heard him panic.
" no- Bill you don't understand i'm suppose to give her the life I never had!"
" and you have- shes able to go out with ought people attacking her"
That made me waver a bit. I was glad that most people didn't recognise her face.
I sighed and clutched the phone.
" Thanks Bill, I think I'm going sleep now , see you tomorrow"
I ended the call and stood up walking back into the room. The moonlight shone through the window, into this dark room.God how I just wanted to just leave everything,Just disappear,Just become nothing. Make Kath's life easier.
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King of my heart
FanficKatherine Jackson is the only adopted child of the King of Pop. Brought to America , she grows up in a world where she's expected to be part of the media, while her father is being slandered by many. Can she protect her father and also try and live...
