2022-Dan:
you told me my independent travel accessory was going to come in handy. you properly taught me how to use it and some other accessories. it was the most fun id ever had. and dare I say I love you more phil.
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you put a black bow on the top of me and told me you were counting on me.
I did what I was told and started a new recording and titled it "wedding 2022". recording the music and the important moments while bella walked down the vibrant fake turf, her white dress trailing behind her perfectly in the bright sunshine. I turned back to you, your eyes slightly glossy. you looked so happy seeing bella. I wanted to be happy for you phil, I did, but I couldn't knowing you were promising to love her forever while I didn't even know if you loved me at all. yet I know this video will make you happy, and I want to see you happy, I want to see you proud of me. to show you I'm not just a useless robot you made when you were seventeen.
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you told me you were so proud of me for making the best video you've ever seen. I told you that if it was the best, you've missed things in life. you laughed at me and told me not to record for the rest of the night and to start back tomorrow, and I shut down for the night.
but for the first time, I hated my affection chip. I hated how much I loved you. I hated the feeling of being sad.
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but I was a sad machine...
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Sad Machine ♡ Phan
Fanfiction"I'm going to call you Dan." this short story is loosely based off the song Sad Machine by Porter Robinson Highest Rank #4 in PorterRobinson #45 in Phan (created on 7/14/16) (completed on 7/16/16) (edited and revised october 2020)
