Adopted by the shaytards *COMPLETED*

Our date

Blakes POV.
I had absolutely no idea what to wear. No clue. First date together. What do I wear. I'm so nervous OMG. It's kind of chilly so I decide on a blue and black plaid shirt. Then I get some ripped  skinny jeans to go with it. I also got some brown ankle boots. It was a really nice looking outfit. I did my hair up nice. I sprayed on my Abercrombie cologne and sat down. I was going to leave in about 10 minutes. My first date with a guy. First date since my suicide attempt. First date with Joe. He is the best thing that ever happened to me. I'm currently going to therapy at the same place Joe goes to. Joe attempted suicide in 2013 he goes to therapy the same day I do. I finally get to leave and I'm beyond excited. Words can't even describe. I get into the car and mom drives me to the mall. My heart pounding out of my chest. Me and Joe were taking the other night and we decided to start over. We wanted to forget that we had already kissed. The kiss the make out when we were in the hospital and the one at the hotel. We want to start over. We want our first kiss to be special not that the first first kiss wasn't. I don't expect him to kiss me today. I don't really care when it happens. The closer I get to the mall the more excited I become. Joe tells me he is on the left side entrance. I have mom drop me off at the right side of the mall. I walk run around to the left side and I see him. He looked AMAZINNNGGG. I fast walked over to him and he hugged me. I blushed and smiled and we started walking through the mall. We held hands the whole way. I didn't care that some people were staring. It was an amazing experience. We went to American eagle, hollister, Abercrombie,Zumies ,pax sun and more. Then we decided to go and look at the new nike shoes. We started to head torwards foot locker when I heard someone behind me say. Hay isn't that Blake from the shaytards. Me and joe immediately let go of each others hands and ran to a the bathroom hallway. We lost them. I really hope they didn't take pictures or see our hands. We were out of breath so we sat down on the floor. We grasped our hands together once again. He rubbed my arm with his other hand. He would rub my arm and my leg. I laid my head in his shoulder and he continued to rub my arm and leg. He kept rubbing higher and closer on my leg. He was getting close to down there. I closed my eyes and let him do what he was doing. We were hidden pretty well so we didn't worry about someone finding us. We remained there for around 10 minutes and then we decided to hit up the food court. We went to Pizza Hut. We both got a personal size pizza and some breadsticks to share. After we were done eating my mom arrived to pick me up and joes mom was on her way. Me and joe walked out to the mall exit. He hugged me and squeezed my but then he kissed the back of my neck. 😻