jade's POV
FLASHBACK
Babe?!! May problema ba?!!
Agad na tanong ni Jayson saakin na kababakasan ng pag aalangan sa tinig..Nakatalikod ako sa kanya while silently puzzle some thought on my mind..habang NASA garden kami ni mommy..doon ko natagpuan ang sarili ko after we talk about the unexpected wedding thing on me and Jayson..letse I thought that was just a simple dinner between my family and Jayson's parents but heck it was not.. naiinis Lang ako cause I am not oriented..grr!! And I don't know how to react..
Ilang sandali akong Di naka kibo until he hold my hand and bring it to his lips and kiss it with love while staring on me that I found out an over flowing care on it but I still I am doubted if i could still get back the love he showed me for the next years to come once we're one and get marriage.. Kaya nang tila matauhan ako ay gulat Kong nabawi ang mga kamay kong hawak nya at hinalikan pa. Nagulat din sya pero pinag kibit balikat nya nalang Saka ulit akong tinitigan, and I feel weird that change my mood..ewan medyo na inis akong isipin na ginawa nya yun when in fact that was just normal thing to do for us couple and it's not new to Me..but?!!! Oh anyway.. matiim ko syang tinitigan until I found out words to burst out..napapikit pa ako nang harapin ko sya..
Jayson, I know this is not the right time for us to talk about that wedding thing okay?!! In fact were that Young, and admittedly I am not ready to be come your wife..and honestly being that level of our relationship makes me sick!!
Walang gatol Kong turan sa kasintahan ko nang harapin ko sya.
Confuse registered on his face towards what I've said..and I am not good in hiding, at Di din Ito madali saakin..kahit paano may pinagsamahan din kami ni jays pero nakapag desisyon na ako..at push ko na to!
Ba..but jade?!!
Look jays!! Not now please!! And I'll just don't wanna talk about it.
Tigas ko pang sambit sa kanya.
But this was just all planned babe!! How can we refuse about it?!! Our both side decided to bind us forever as a couple..and I love you so much babe..Di pa ba sapat yun?!! Mahal kita Mahal mo naman ako so what's the reason for us not to continue this wedding..
Jayson hang around his rant towards that damn wedding..
Jays i said not now!! Cant you hardly understand it?!!
May inis ko nang turan pa sa kanya..pero pigil parin ang emosyon ko.
I want to burst out na..'walang forever!!'.
Pero paano?!..how can I say it without causing him so much pain?!!..
I deeply sigh and compost myself first..tuluyan na akong humarap sa kanya..and I can barely see his self..well jayson is a kind of man that so sweet and he's not shy showing everyone that he loves Me.. he's an ideal man for Christ sake and we used to dream of everything about us but that's was all change when I met Althea.
But I love you so much babe!! Please don't do this to me..
I sigh deeply again, upon hearing to Jayson before I burst out this thing na dapat sana kanina ko pa sinabi..
Know what jays?!! Your everything that I need but..to marry you is far from what I dream off..look your too good to be true dear but it's not you..it's me!!
Wa..what do you mean by that jade?!! May iba kana bang iPinalit mo saakin?kailan? Saan?..paanong nangyari?!!..May nagawa ba akong Mali?!! Tell me jade..tell me!!
