Love it (BTS Suga Fanfic)

Chapter 15

"Pft, he doesn't even know what he is missing. That sexy ass and damn those legs you have. Yoongi is missing so damn much!" Beth yelled as we were laying down on my bed. I told her what happened in details but she went full rage on Yoongi because of the night. 

"What an idiot he is! No no no! Asshole! I want to bash his head in!" She was yelling loudly. I was a bit worried that my patents will hear what she was yelling about but no one came in my room to check if we are okay. But the feeling of uneasiness settled in my bones.

"Calm down. I'm over it." I lied. I wasn't over it, I was far from that. It was still aching my heart from the hurtful words. But I didn't want Beth to get angry and if she meets him then I'm worried about her health because she stresses so much over things that weren't hers. But she was a protective and supportive friend. I am happy to be with her.

"I know you're not." And she knows me too well. 

She took the pillow and threw it in the air. My eyes followed the pillow and a quiet sigh came out through my lips.

I missed him and it's been a few days that I last saw him. The boys came every day to my house. The just came in with loud noise and my parents didn't even mind anymore. It was like having 5 big brothers that just lived in another house.

Actually, my parents fought with Beth being here. Dad left somewhere whilst my mom was in her room sulking over the argument they had. I didn't go to comfort her because knowing her as my mother I knew she won't want me to see her cry and start to pity her. I do pity her though she didn't deserve to have the pain that my dad caused. Maybe God didn't want me to be okay. My heart was hurting and I'm suffering because I wasn't with the man I think I loved and my two precious parents were fighting. 

"If he doesn't realize what he is missing, then it is his own fault. You are too good for your own good." Beth said softly. I just felt her smiling at me. 

"I will be okay." I turned my head to face her and I smiled at her to calm her down. 

"Let's go somewhere." Beth jumped up on her feet and took her jacket from the chair. But I didn't move from my spot on the bed. And it made her a little annoyed, she took my hand and pulled me up on my feet. I huffed dragging my feet against the floor. 

We went out without telling anyone but that didn't worry us because we knew we are together and my parents won't even notice, till they go into my room. 

This evening felt like any other back at my home country. Beth was beside me and we walked around the darkened streets what was lit with street lamps. Laughter was heard from us and singing from Beth. She loves to sing. I remember the times back at home we learned in the same music school. I was playing the violin and she was learning the piano. We didn't like other lessons because of the teachers. Our teachers were shit. This one time one of our teachers came in drunk. She smelled like alcohol and she tried to hide it but after all of these years, she got fired because she came to work drunk every day. But those times were pretty funny. But after time in music school, we got separated and we didn't see each other for a while. But somehow we got back together and we started to regain out lost friendship. Even though we went to different schools we went out a lot and I went to her house more and we had a lot of fun. I was glad to have her. We can get into big fights but soon after we were laughing again and forgetting about the argument. 

Beth was singing in her loud voice whilst I was just smiling and giggling when my eyes met with Yuri's. She was with some other girls. My thoughts kicked in about what Yoongi said. Again I felt like crying but I stood tall and never let my head down. 

Yuri smirked at me but turned her head to talk to her friends. Beth and I walked along the street and I was praying that Yuri won't come to us. But my prayers weren't even close to God's ear when Yuri and her friends walked our way. Beth didn't even notice what was happening before Yuri stopped in front of us.

"Shut up," Yuri growled at Beth. My best friend startled shut her mouth and looked at the black-haired girl who was the devil.  

"Sof, who's this?" Beth asked not in Korean. 

"Yuri," I said. 

Beth looked back at the girls who were looking at us with glares. 

"Imagine girls, I got my boyfriend back and he just threw this piece of trash out because of me. I have the best boyfriend." Yuri laughed with her stupid little tails. 

"Really? I heard that he made you leave the house. And none of the other boys like your stupid ass." Beth rolled her eyes as she said it. 

"And you look like a lesbian with that blue hair and shitty haircut." Yuri spat back to my best friend. 

"Oh, I didn't know you want to know my sexuality. Are you interested?" Beth laughed at Yuri's face what as made in frown and disgust. 

"Fuck no, I don't even know why Taehyung oppa likes you. He can do better."

"Hey, don't bring Tae in this!" Beth yelled.

"Pft, he is like another fuckboy like Yoongi oppa but damn he is good in bed. I mean Tae can work those hips." Yuri laughed again but Beth's face went blank. This wasn't good. 

"Leave Tae and her's relationship out of this." I stepped in. " Go whore around somewhere else." 

This made Yuri mad and she came at me grabbing my hair making me hiss in pain. But I was done with this bullying. In my mind, I braced my courage and punched her in the face. She whined in her high voice but never let go of my clumped. I didn't back down and hit her shin with my foot. She fell down dragging me down with her. This was the first time for me being in a real fight. I haven't punched anyone in my life but look at me now. I'm rolling on the ground with a girl who was my enemy, punching and scratching and yelling. 

I heard Beth shouting to stop but it was hard to get that girl off of me. It seemed the only thing that was left to do was for Beth to take Yuri's hair and drag her off of me.  

"Leave her alone!" Beth was kicking Yuri's sides. My gaze fell on the spot where Yuri's friends stood before the fight but for my surprise, there was an empty spot. And they call themselves friends. More like cowards. 

I heard running footsteps and shouting behind me. It made me turn and see Jimin, Yoongi and Taehyung. Jimin ran to me to see if I was okay and Tae was fighting to get Beth to stop kicking. But to bring more sadness to my heart Yoongi helped Yuri to get up. Tears welled up in my eyes. 

"NO! You are a manwhore. Don't touch me!" Beth's voice made all of us turn our head. 

"You can go and fuck that bitch. 'Tae worked those hips' to Yuri's way and leave me alone!" Beth walked to me grabbed my hand in hers and we went back the way we came. She never looked back when Tae yelled apologies her way and then Yoongi questioned Tae. I knew that Beth came here to get over her sadness but now it was in double. She took everything by heart. 

"Hey, " I tried to stop her but it didn't work," Hey. Stop." 

In the middle of some kind of park we stopped. My best friend didn't turn to face me. 

"I know it is hard for you to hear what Tae did but I can bet it was in past. He found you and I know how much he wants you." I tried as best as I could to calm her down. My heart was bursting with pain for her too. I didn't want someone so important to me to be sad and in pain because of someone. 

I took the few steps to her. I turned her so she was facing me and I hugged her tightly. 

"But- " She stuttered out. "But I can't fix anything know. You know me, I talk before I think. Now Taehyung won't want me. He will find someone better than me." 

Her shoulder shook as she cried in my shoulder. Few small tears fell from my eyes. We felt the same. Heartbroken and full of madness. 

"It will be okay." I stroked her blue hair. " we will find the way out of this. I just know it."