Wanting Him (short story)

Chapter 13 "Baseball"

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Alice POV

After I hang up the phone I try to breath in and out trying not to cry. I won't cry, I wont cry I keep say in my head.

I look over at Amber she looked back at me with sadness in her eyes that's what broke me tears started to fall and they wouldn't stop.

Amber wrapped her arms around me and held me " you love him don't you Alice" I start crying more and nod my head "yes, I love him but he's so cold to me".

"He not like the others Amber" she boss and kisses my forehead "it's okay Alice" I calm down a little "I don't know what's wrong he's just so cold to me, I've never felt this way before".

"I understand it will all come together he's head over heels for you I saw the way he looked at you" she started cleaning my tears "come on Alice I'll stay with you in your room".

She started getting up but I stopped her "no, it's okay I'll be fine go to bed Dallas is probably waiting for you". She nods, hugs me and walks away I walk up stairs after a while of sitting in the kitchen thinking of John.

I stop in front of his door bedroom door. Maybe I'm falling for him to fast, maybe I should slow down.

I turn the doorknob expecting it to be lock but it opened. I walked in his room. There was nothing out of place, his grey sheets where neatly made I just wanted to lay down on it and sleep.

I signed sighed, walked out of the room and head to my room.

I wake up a few days later angry from the lack of sleep I've been having. I try to sleep but all I think about is John. I walk to the bathroom to take a shower.

When I done I walk out in just a towel. I was ready to drop my towel when Amber walks in yelling "YOU MIGHT WANT TO SEE THIS" I roll my eyes "Amber can you at least wait till I change" I say back annoyed.

"Okay hurry" I go to the closet and pick out a normal pair of blue skinny jeans and normal loose white t-shirt "okay, what did you want to show me" she grabs the tv remote and turns it on.

I look at the tv and see a gossip news starting.

We are back with Gossip News. We where just talking about our best topic Adam Ashford and his mysterious women he has been seen with a little more then the others...

I look at Amber "what is this" "just keep watching" I sighed and looked at the screen.

Now that we are talking about the golden boys why don't we go to their location we found them in. It seems that a few of the Golden boys are in the beaches of Mexico let's take a look at the first one John Allen. Oh, he's enjoying the sun tanning his beautiful body.

A picture of John popped up on the screen. Shirt less with a pair of swimming trunks.

Oh wow he seems to be in a really important business trip" (note the sarcasm) another picture popped up of John. My chest started hurting I can't believe it that asswhole.

I felt tears fall down, he was kissing a woman. I walk out of the room with my blood boiling. That fucken asswhole I threw my heart at him and he does this.

I go down stairs with Amber following behind me. I walk around not I knowing what to do. A few minutes later anger that I couldn't control went through me and I reacted so fast.

I walked into Johns office hoping it was lock because what I was going to do right now I know I'll regret later.

But no it's open I walk in with a smirk on my face. Such a beautiful office I thought in my mind. I look around and find a row of baseball bats signed by baseball players hanging on the wall I start walking to the row.

"Alice" I ignore her "Alice, please think about what you are about to do" I turn and look at her. She has a worried look on her I giver her the biggest smirk I can give and pull one of the bats off the wall.

"No, Alice stop" Amber try to pull the bat away from me but I pull harder. I walk away with the bat in hand and swing it making contact with the things on his desk, then I start trashing everything in his office.

I was about to knock down the picture frames when I see a picture of me.

I freeze and pick it up. How the hell did he get a picture of me. I showed the picture to Amber still frozen where I left her.

"Where did he get the picture" I questioned her, she didn't say anything.

I hate this picture and around the time it was taken. I throw the picture frame up in the air and hit it with the bat and it smashes into pieces. Did I mention I was a softball player in school.

The pieces fall on the floor and I throw the bat on the floor. I drop to the ground crying "what did I do he's going to be mad."

I look up expecting to see Amber but she's not where she was. I hug my legs and lay my head on my knees. I don't know how long I sat on the floor; I think I even fell asleep.

"Alice, what did you do *sigh" I hear someone whisper.

I wanted to open my eyes but I was so tired. I felt someone lift me up and carry me somewhere.