Guitar Guy (Luke Hemmings)

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dear Luke,

Today's my 24 birthday. Sorry I haven't written in so long.

I would write these letters when I was sad or angry.

Ashton has helped fix me.

I don't drink anymore and I haven't been depressed for awhile.

You've been gone for 4 years now. It feels like only yesterday you and I were watching the sunset from your roof.

Anyways the reason that I'm writing to you is because today Ashton took me out for a surprise for my birthday.

You know where we went?

The old ice cream shop.

As I sat on the steps eating my vanilla bean ice cream, in the same spot where I first saw you playing your guitar, Ashton said something to me.

He said he loved me, which isn't the first time he's said it but it was what he did after that.

I always imagined it'd be you kneeling down on those steps holding out a ring, but I couldn't be happier.

I'm engaged, Luke.

I'm getting married.

I still haven't forgotten about you though.

In fact right now I'm up on your roof, watching the sunset while I write this.

Ashton and I have our own house, but I stopped by to talk to your mom and brothers.

It's hard to talk to them though because of how much they remind me of you.

I miss you Luke Robert Hemmings. I miss you a lot.

Love always,

Bean