"Anxiety"- Chapter 13

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Saga's POV

"I was thinking about asking Frank to get you a hotel room, so you can stay over the night." He says softly. I look up at him, he seems surprised by his own words. I'm too to be honest.

Why is he doing this? He is so confusing. First he lets me stay the night at his hotel room, then he's all touchy with Tatiana and now he wants me to stay another night? I know that his hand moving down her thigh wasn't scripted. I could see her surprised face from the floor. She looked real flattered by it too, giving me a look saying "he's mine". At that moment I wanted to spit in her face. She looked so... spiteful. I don't know why but it feels like Tatiana and I are playing some kind of game over Michael.

Maybe i'm just desperate and thinking that him wanting me to stay another night has something to do with possible feelings towards me. I know better than thinking than a famous artist like Michael would have feelings towards me though. He can get any girl he wants i'm sure. There's no way he would want me. I'm just overanalyzing things again. He's probably just worried about my safety like he said, I mean girls get raped on a daily basis here in New York.

I realize that i've been thinking for too long without actually coming up with an answer. I want to say yes to the offer but at the same time I promised Calum that I would call. Calum was the guy that began talking to me infront of the stage when I was watching Michael rehearse. He was really nice, and we got along very well. He was also really handsome, not on Michael's level though. Michael will always be the guy of my dreams, and the more I got to know him. The more I knew that it was true. Calum made me promise to contact him after the concert so that we could do something. I didn't know if it was a date or just hang out like friends though.

"So?" Michael asks impatiently. I snap back from my daydreaming and are just about to answer when I see two arms close around Michael's waist. He jumps in fright and I can't help but smile a little. The smile fades away when I see Tatiana's face over his shoulders.

"Hey!" She says to Michael, ignoring my presence. Again.

"Tatiana HI" he says a little too excited while giving me a guilty look. The sight of the two of them dancing together during rehearsal comes to my mind again, making me feel sick. I can't help but wonder if they are a thing now? I look away.

"What was that hand thing during rehearsal? That isn't scripted" She says loudly while giving me a meaning look. As if she's trying to say "He likes me the best". God she makes me angry. So full of herself.

"Well..uh" Michael sounds troubled. " I wanted to try out something new, I think the fans will go crazy" he says quickly

"Well I was going to ask you if you wanted to do something tonight?" She asks innocently. I feel awkward for standing there listening to their conversation, but Michael and I did talk so I wasn't planning on leaving.

"I can't tonight I'm sorry" He says

"Really? What you gonna'do?" She says while frowning her brows

"Well, I was hoping that Saga here would spend some more time with me" He turns to me lifting an eyebrow. Great, he was putting me on the spot. Tatiana looks at me with a doubtful judging look.

For some reason I didn't want him to spend time with her, but at the same time I couldn't really say yes since I had promised Calum to hang out with him. Fuck Calum. The jealousy I get when thinking of Tatiana and Michael gets overhand and I say "Yes".

Michael smiles at me while Tatiana gives me one last dirty look and walks away, swinging her hips.

"Great, I will ask Frank to get you a room" he continues, I nod while feeling guilty for what I'm about to do too Calum. It's not like we were great friends anyway, we had just talked for 10 minutes so i'm sure he wouldn't mind I try to convince myself. After all I did really enjoy Michael's company, and that he wanted to spend time with me rather that Tatiana made me really happy. I can't say no to an offer like that.

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