Best friend or the love of my life?..

~10~

I walked to the restaurant and found Nick i sat across from him

"hey"

"hi" my voice broke

"dont cry i hate seeing you cry"

"huh?" he didnt answer he just handed me another letter

"you should go your dad is on his way to your flat as we speak"

"ok thanks Nick" he just nodded he turned his head revealing an ear piece to me i smiled knowing that Si was the one talking through Nick

"Nice dress by the way" i quickly turned around looking for Si i knew if i saw him i wouldnt be able to even hug him so i dont know why i was looking for him I walked back to my flat i opened the letter and read it on the way home

Nick is wearing a ear piece theres a camera on his tie thats how i can see you dont ask how i got him to do this it took alot this is probably how ill talk to you everytime im sorry for ignoring you in the hall but you understand..it killed me not being able to talk to you ..i havnt seen you for not even a day and i already miss you like crazy ...i told you id hear you sing sooner or later! you have an amazing voice you should sing at lennys bar it has a stage for karaoke but you would blow them away ..i would send Nick over so i could hear you ..oh your dads outside your flat just so you know anyways maias gonna want to meet up with you soon she has the next letter ..

yours truthfully~ Si

"i miss you too" i said outside his door i continued to walk to my flat only to find my dad outside i quickly shoved the letter in my pocket so he wouldnt see

"what do you want" i scoffed

"i..whats that on your neck?" aw shit ! i forgot about the shower it washed off the make up ok lie lie lie

"eh...i was with a guy a couple of days ago"

"who was he"

"his name is Billy charles"

"BILLY CHARLES? MY SECRETARY?" oh wow thats just fanfuckingtastic

"eh..what..he has a stuble for a beard ?"

"yes and blue eyes" what the fuck ok? i made him up well hes based on Si but like come on!

"im going to find him"

"NO NO NO dont do that please" i made it sound like i cared i really didnt

"i will be back missy dont worry"

"yea ok " he stormed out and my phone buzzed again

maia: hey i have to meet you

me: yea i know i know you have something for me where are you?

maia: ok im not asking questions our usual club

me:ok be there in 5

maia: umkoy

I quickly ran to the club and went to our table there maia sat upstraight i sat down across from her and was looking for the camera maia pointed to the collar on her shirt i looked at it and said

"hi si"

"i miss you" maia spoke for Si

"i miss you too did you hear me and my dad in the hall?"

"yea who would have thought he was real"

"yea i know right" i laughed maia handed me another letter