Best friend or the love of my life?..

~12~

"Im warning you!"

"or what goodlookin? what could you possibly do?"

"its not her you have to worry about pal!" a voice yelled i turned around to see a sight ive longed to see for ages Si standing at the entrance of the alley

"aw shit"

"SI!!" i yelled while kicking him in his balls yet again..he bent over in pain while i ran over to Si i ran into his arms and he hugged me

"scram pal before things get real nasty" Si shouted he quickly got up and scuttled away i looked up at Si

"Im so sorry" i tightened my hug

"no im sorry i should have told you sooner ..we still shouldnt be seen together more than likely your dad knows about this already so im already in trouble.."

"then your gonna be in alot more trouble" i put my hand at the back of his neck and pushed him down to me i met his lips a tear escaped my eye as we kissed he broke away and wiped it away

"i hate seeing you cry" he smirked

"i cant help it ive missed you so much"

"i missed you too even though seeing you on a monitor was great but it wasnt you"

"hey i couldnt see you at all anyways i have a plan at least i hope it gets you off the hook"

"oh and what is it "

"come back in the bar and ill tell you" we walked back in the bar when Nick saw he gasped

"hey Nick can you throw this away please?" i asked while handing him my phone

"oh eh sure" he got up and flung it outside and sat back down

"so whats the plan then?" Si asked

"ok so at least i think the reason why my dad hates you is because hes afraid ill start dating you so ive come up with the genius idea to tell him im a lesbian!"

"what! thats lieing"

"its acting Si and plus hes the only one who im going to be saying it too and plus its not as if i am one jeez calm"

"still your lieing to your own dad"

"Si you know what he did ..he left me when i was being beaten .."

"i know i know but still.."

"Si if you want to see me through a monitor for the rest of your life then fine"

"NO! no i cant ..ok.ok we'll head to your dads place tomorrow ok?"

"ok..you know you dont have to come with me right?"

"i know.." he said while grabbing my hand

"look at you two separated for like two days and look at you now!"

" Nick i thought i wasnt going to see her again" Si protested

"ok ok well im going to take off since im no longer needed..your a fantastic singer by the way dayna"

"thanks Nick" i said waving

"i didnt even tell him to say that" Si joked i turned around and slapped him across the face

"OW! what was that for?" he said rubbing his face

"thats for leaving me all sad without an explanation but this is for coming back" i said while grabbing his shirt forcing him into another kiss he didnt resist and placed his hand on the side of my face and deepened the kiss when the Dj said

"my my looks like dayna already has a number one fan" he joked
we broke away and i blushed like crazy

"oh ..eh.." i stuttered

"my my and her number one fan happenes to be the one and only Simon pegg! well done Dayna"

"we're only best friends! i swear!"

"ok ok we aint judgin" he protested

"maybe we should go" Si whispered

"yes i dont want to make any more fans" i joked we got up and walked out we walked back to Si's flat

"you wanna come in?"

"i better not i have to figure out what to say for tomorrow"

" we can work on it together"

"oh ok what the hell" i joked while walking in we sat down and Si got a piece of paper out and a pen i began writing down all the stuff i could say after 4 hours we finally got it

"ok you read it" i handed it over to Si

"Ok so..Dad im sorry for telling you this so late in life but im gay and im in love with a woman she has stolen my heart and i cant help but love her soon i will ask her to be my girlfriend and i will pray she says yes because if she dosnt im sure ill die of a broken heart i love you dad but im in love with her so im sorry .." i couldnt help but get lost in his words i felt different ..i felt odd i cant explain it

"Kiss me"

"what? Dee thats not written down"

"im not talking about that" i said while throwing the paper on the ground i grabbed his head and pulled it to me i met his lips and lay down on the couch he broke away and moved to my neck he began kissing that spot again i moaned in pleasure then he managed to poke my weak spot causing his teeth to sink deeper again i cried out

"oh Si! ive missed you so much!"

"i love it when you cry out my name ..i missed you too" he continued to kiss that spot he sucked and nipped that spot

"i know you called me baby before when you thought i was asleep" he stopped and looked at me

"i..i..did no such thing"

"shut up! i know you do..its ok i like it"

"oh well then yea i do call you it ...only when i think you wont remember it"

"you did a pretty crap job then" i smiled while forcing him back into another kiss we lay on the couch basically making out but with no toungue i realised it was really late ,i broke away

"its really late i should get going.." i whispered

"..aw ok..i guess it is really late.."

"ill see you in the morning then.."

"yea ..around 9 meet me at monas we'll get breakfast then go"

"ok" we got up and walked to the door

"see ya later then" he said while hugging me i hugged back my hands were on his back i find it harder and harder to say goodbye to him..i let out a sigh then broke away

"whats wrong?"

"nothing why?"

"why did you sigh?"

"just not looking forward to tomorrow"

"ah i see"

"yea..im doing this for you if it was anyone else i wouldnt care.."

"yea i know .... thanks it means alot to me"

"hey it meant alot to me that you were sending people with cameras and mics just to see me"

"yea...well i had to see you"

"thanks Si ..ill see you in the mornin then"

"yeap..goodnight"

"goodnight" i walked out the door and walked to my flat i walked in and got changed into my pjs i climbed into bed and fell asleep....why am i finding it so hard to say goodbye to him?..why do i always think about him?...am i ?.... have i fallen for my best friend ? but i mean he has to like me to right? i mean all the kissing ...ugh just go to sleep sort it out in the morning...