Best friend or the love of my life?..

~22~

"im sorry.."

"its alright ...shes not in any pain anymore.." he wrapped his arm around me and i rested my head on his shoulder

"its gonna be ok.." he rubbed my arm

"i..i know..as long as your here ill be ok.."

"ill always be here..."

"what did she say to you?"

"...she was just telling me stuff"

"like what?"

"just great stuff.." he pulled me closer

"im gonna miss her...can my life be no drama for 5 minutes"

"hey what would you say to dinner? to cheer you up"

"that sounds nice..thanks Si"

"hey no problem ..youve been through alot ..besides its my job to make you happy" i giggled just then my mam came outside

"Hello dear"

"hi" i replied coldley

"i know its hard Dayna but shes better off"

"oh im not upset about granny dieing ..well i am but not as upset as what Phillip did today"

"what do you mean? he was at home most of the day until he went out ..he went to pick something up for work"

"oh is that what he said?"

"yes"

"Motherfucker"

"Dayna!"

"sorry mother i mean mum , but no he didnt do that ..mum earlier i was in the cinema and he sat down next to me and ...he ...tried things mum"

"Dayna enough i dont know what you have against him hes been nothing but good to you"

"WHAT THE F..."

"come on Dee come with me" Si grabbed my arm and dragged me away from my mum

"UGH! its just .." i was so frustrated i grabbed my scalp Si quickly grabbed my hands and looked into my eyes

"hey hey hey its alright dont get angry over it"

"its hard not to Si! she never listens its just..Ugh!"

"i know i know come on lets get you out of here before you go crazy"

"you mean more crazy....i need a drink" we walked to the club and i ordered a drink we made our way to our table and sat down

"ugh...fuck it all"

"come on relax ..dont think about it...think happy thoughts"

"ok ok ok ok....im calm im fine"

he just laughed

"what?"

"you its funny how you were crazy 5 minutes ago and now your fine"

"shut up.." i laughed

"so where are we going for dinner?"
"How about the first place we went?"
"Sounds good"
"Come on let's get you home"
"Yea I think a nice hot bath sounds like heaven right about now"
"And I get to hear you sing so it's a win win situation" he joked
"Haha I guess so" we got a taxi home and we stopped outside Si's flat
"Well I'll pick you up at 7?"
"Yeap see you then" I waved and continued on to my flat I walked in and went to the bathroom I drew a bath and undressed I climbed into the bath and it felt like it took all my worries away I was singing as always and after a while I got out and wrapped a towel around myself I was drying my hair when I thought I heard the door I stopped the hair dryer and listened when I heard the door knock again
"Shit HANG ON!" I ran to the door and opened it , it was Si and he quickly looked away
"Oh eh sorry.." I grabbed a coat and put it on over the towel it only went up to my knees and I was still dripping wet from the bath
"Why are you here?"
"It's 7 o clock"
"Oh shit sorry I lost track of time I'll only be a minute sit down" I closed the door and he sat down I quickly ran back into my room and dried off I towel died the rest of my hair I quickly grabbed the first dress I saw it was a dark blue I put on my shoes and ran back out I didn't even bother Tieing up my hair
"You look stunning.." He complemented as his eyes wondered
"Thanks it's not my best but it'll do I didn't even bother Tieing up my hair"
"I like it better once it's down it highlights how beautiful you are" he stood infront of my and placed his hands either side of my face
"Awe thanks ...come on we better get going besides I'm starving" we walked out and went to the restaurant we took our seats and got the menus
"What are you going to order?"
"Dunno...the lasagne sounds nice"
"Yea ...I don't know what to get either" the waiter came and we ordered we sat there not talking that much ..it was kinda awkward
"So...eh..you looking forward to the party?"
"Yea I am you?"
"Yea it's gonna be a lot of fun"
"Haha Yh I can't wait to see what everyone gos as"
"Your going as Princess Leia right?"
"I am indeed and your going as boba fett"
"Yep"
"What's NIck going as?"
"He dosnt know yet"
"Ok..."
"Yea...."
"....so..."
"Have you ever liked someone and thought about asking them out but then you fear of what could go wrong?"
"No I've only really liked one person ..."
"And what happened?"
"...nothing he just knows I have a crush on him"
"*sigh* all I'll be is a crush huh?"
"What do you mean?"
"I mean I..."
"DAYNA! Oh my god what are the chances of running into you!" It was Sarah ..fuck my life..
"Huh? Oh eh hi.."
"Oh are you's two on a date?"
"No..we" I interrupted Si
"Yes , yes we are"
"Oh well good luck! I always thought you two were gonna end up together"
"Ooook bye Sarah" she walked away and I looked back over at Si
"So we're on a date huh?"
"I guess so" I smiled
"Then I should make this more appropriate" he called over the waiter and ordered a bottle of wine
"Wine? Very grown up" I sniggered
"Only the best for you Hun" he smirked
"Hun?"
"To soon for that huh?"
"There's never gonna be a time for Hun sunshine"
"Hmm then what should I call you?"
"Well I like one thing ..."
"Ah yes ...only the best for you ..baby" he placed his hand on mine and I blushed I looked away when the food came we quickly ate it and sat there after the waiter cleaned up
"So do you want to get a drink?"
"Nah I think I'll go home and get a early night"
"Ok well come on let's go home"
"Can we walk through the park?"
"Sure" we got up and slowly walked through the streets we went to the park and watched the sunset on the bench
"Beautiful isn't it?"
"Yea she is"
"What?"
" I mean yea it is..."
"Where you checking me out Si?" I giggled
"No!..." He nervously blurted
"Alright alright....just so you know I wouldn't mind if you were.."
"I wasn't I swear!" His voice breaking mid sentence I laughed then lay back I felt his arm slowly go around me
"This is nice we should do this more often"
"I agree"
"And you should wrap your arm around me more often" I placed my head on his shoulder and he wrapped his arm around me and pulled me closer we watched the sunset and it felt like the whole world just fucked off and left me alone for that little while ...
But it wasn't long till it came back....