i might think twice •joshler•

alpha [1] pt.2

Mrs. Dun's son, Josh, was standing in the middle of our living room. His hands folded in front of him, he's staring at the floor as if its a puzzle no one could solve. He must've noticed me. His eyes darted where i was standing and his whole demeanor changed. His eyes held lust. He began to walk toward me, his eyes holding mine the entire time. He was now standing in front of me. He grabbed the back of my neck and jerked my head to his. I like a man who's in control. Our lips had to no space in between them.

That's when my mother decides to walk in."Tyler, Josh!' she shouted entering the room. I swear Josh jumped so far away from me. Josh is staring at the same spot. I decided to see what all the fuss was about. Our carpet is two different shades of gray and black, almost like specks of paint. He was really interested in the specks apparently. I never actually stopped to look.

I wanted to get to know josh now. I like that side of josh. But just my luck. I find someone im interested in anddddd we're moving.

Josh and i were childhood friends. My mom and his have been living next to each other for all their lives so me and josh were friends at some point. One day Josh just stopped talking to me at all. In school he would avoid my glance. I even tried to confront him about it and he just walked away. I was hurt, I'll admit that but i was done trying. From then on, I didn't know Josh. Everything was erased. But i was sure josh had changed horridly.but i was wrong. Josh was always shy, well i don't think shy is really the word but Josh would never pull that stunt like he did a few minutes ago. Josh was disgusted by homosexuality, well he never said it but he acted that way. I never hid my sexuality. I asked Josh to the 8th grade dance but he said he was going with debby. (he didn't go at all.) I asked a guy named James after josh rejected me. James and I eventually dated and i nicknamed him Jem. We broke up because Josh didn't like him. I asked a girl named Jenna to the 9th grade dance and she said yes. I broke up with her a week ago, I don't do long distance.
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