Our Secret| BTS Jimin [COMPLETED]

CHAPTER 23

JIMIN'S POV
I left the room with mixed feelings. Super excited that Jungkook was now better... but my mom. I wondered what she called me for. I slowly made my way into her room and when I saw her I started to tear up. She looked so pale. "Mom." I managed to say without crying. She smiled and I walked over to her bed and sat on the chair beside it, holding her hands. She turned to face me and looked at me with love in her eyes. "Honey." She began and I shivered. "I've raised you well. That Kacey proves it to me. You shoukd keep her, and treat her well. Please Keep Jaemin close to you all the time. And your dad. He's always busy but he needs you. And no matter what. Im always in your heart." She said to me and put her feeble hand on my chest. I looked at her confused. "Mom. Why are you talking like this? What do you mean?" I asked her at the brim of tears. "I love you son. But its my rest time. I must go soon." She said and with that I burst into tears. "But mom.. I need you. You can't go yet." I said between sobs. "Yes. Yes I can. You'll be ok." She said while slowly letting go of my hand. "Go. I don't want you to watch me go." She said calmly. I stared at her with my vision blurred with tears. "Love that girl forever." She said to me finally, before she shooed me. I went outside of her room and slid down on the door and cried. I listened as the heart machine went dead. I couldn't believe it. I felt like my life died along with hers. Before I could cry myself to death, I felt a soft figure around me, holding me and I felt broken, but secure. I knew it was Kacey. She was crying with me. I couldn't calm down though. I cried silently as she helped me up off the ground and the doctors took out my mom. I didn't dare to look. I was overtaken by fear, I couldn't.

KACEY'S POV
He was crying so hard. I felt so guilty. I knelt down to his level and captured him in a hug. When he cried silently I helped him up and took him to the car. I had already bid my goodbye to Jungkook. I drove this time. I took him down to our layer and as I was about to walk away he held my wrist. "If you leave... I'll die." He said between sobs. I knew it was true. I rushed to pee and came back and layed down beside him. He was crying his eyes out still. I held his hand and pulled him into the bathroom. He had told me once that it would be cool to cuddle in the bath tub so I got him in and he looked at me weird, still crying. I got the towel and took off my jeans pants and got in beside him in one of his T-shirts. He smiled weakly and snuggled his head into my chest and started crying again. "It's ok..." i reassured him and his sobs slowly died down. I used the towel to wipe his face and kissed his cheek. He looked so helpless and vulnerable I couldn't help but to stare. "How can I love you still?" He said out of the blue, not looking at me. "Uh.. what?" I asked unsure. Why would he just say something like that? "How can I still love you Kacey? You ruined me." With that a tear escaped my eye. What is he talking about. "You knew. You knew she would have died soon. That's why you kept visiting her room." I cried even more when he started talking. I felt like total crap. "You kept it from me. For so long. WHY!?" He snapped. I had never seen him like this... and honestly I didn't know how to deal with it. "Jimin. I- it.. it's not like that. I.." I honestly tried to explain but my brain won't help me form a sentence. I just cried. "Just... go" he said without any emotion. "Jimin don't -" "just go." He stated, cutting me off. I walked out of the bathroom, grabbing my jeans and leaving Jimin there, tears streaming down my face. No one knew that his mom died yet. I was in a state of confusion. Our secret. Here. This place that was full of mystery and love, feels so tainted with sadness and bitterness. I sat on the bed staring into nothingness. I reflected on all the times Jimin's mom and I ever had a conversation. I smiled at some. Cried hard at others and my feelings tainted the room with gloom. As I sat on the bed, I noticed the sound of trickling water.. shit Jimin. I thought and I ran to the bathroom, only to see Jimin Partially submerged in a bathtub full of water, his head almost completely under. "JIMIN." I shouted but it seems I was too late. I pulled the seemingly lifeless body of the boy out of the tub and started administering CPR. No one could know.. how do i get help? I ran out to the restaurant and got two of the men to help me get Jimin to the ground floor, while I dialled Hoseok to meet me at the hospital. I sped off with a pale Jimin, to the hospital and cried the entire time. "IT'S ALL MY FAULT! I SHOULDN'T HAVE LEFT HIM." I screamed at myself while driving. I got to the hospital and instantly they took my Jimin to the emergency room and left me at the door outside looking through the glass, as they took my Love, deeper into the emergency room. I hope he makes it. I thought to myself, tears streaming down my cheeks.
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That chapter was 1000 words exactly. Tysm for reading.. omg ily guys sooo much. Continue being awesome. Fighting.
Question... when was the last time you listened to Dope/쩔어, Rain/비, Blanket Kick/ 이불 긱 and Born Singer by BTS?
Havent heard those songs in ages