Love Robbery

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The C-Section started and they put the  cloth up. The started to work on her stomach. I knew not to look cause I might faint. She was just looking up at me. It took my all not to cry. I had to be strong for her.

After 5 minutes there was a baby crying. I look over and see a baby covered in a substance. Did I create that? I start to feel a wetness on my cheek. I look to see Lela trying to say something.

"Kobe." she says weak

Another cry and I see my second baby boy

"Kaden." she says even weaker. I can see tears rolling down her cheeks. I whipped them away

"Baby their beautiful."

"I know. Those are my babies. I love them. I love you" She says and drop her head.

"HEY HEY HEY!" I put her head back up "Wakeup." I hear the doctors yelling to each other as they try to sew her back up as quickly as possible. The tears just started spilling. "Don't leave me. you got this Lela"

Right before I heard the flat line, she smiled. I just sobbed in the crook of her neck. She is my everything. She has my heart. I remember everything we been through. I can't do this without her. The doctors left me there for about an hour before they had to take her away.

"please don't take her away." A nurse puts their hand on my back.

"I'm so sorry for your loss." I sobbed even harder as they wheeled her away. "But you have to beautiful baby boys that waiting to see their daddy." I wiped away my tears and walked over to my sons.

When I looked over them, they looked at me and I couldn't help but smile.

"can I pick them up?"

"They are all yours sweety." I picked up Kaden who was wrapped in a blue blanket. I can't believe how beautiful they are.

Kissed his cheek , then picked up Kobe.

"It's just us guys." the tears started rolling down my cheeks. Kobe started smiling. "oh you like when I cry huh Kobe?" I laugh. I held them and played with the for what seemed like forever but the nurses were waiting to take them to the NICU so I put them back down and went into the waiting room where Dre, Trinity, My mom, and Trinity and Dre's parents waited.

I walked out and they can see it on my face.

"NOOOOOO!" Trinity scream and cried in Dre's arms. My mom whipped her tears and walked over to me.

"i'm so sorry baby." I just cried in her shoulder.

"I don't know if I can do this ma. Not with out her,"

"You may not know but I do and so does she. You got this." She wipes away my tears. I gotta do this. I'm gonna take care of my family.

"Thanks ma." I got this.