Dark Castle

Truth of Our Lives

Chuck is and has been God. I know he knows i want to question him on things and all that stuff but i cant help but feel guilt because not just the fact i let Lucifer out twice its more on the fact he was watching make theses choices. Once we got back to the bunker i walked off Lucifer was in my room
"You found dad." he sated i looked at him.
"Yea we did. And to be honest i met him before i met you! My girls still here?" he nods
"Yea still chained up." i nodded Cas walks in the room we looked at him?
"Can we help you brother?" He looks at me
"Chuck wants to speak to you." i sighed and nodded the looked at Lucifer
"If i dont come back you know im in Hell." Cas and Lucifer frowned. I found chuck in the library his back towards me
"I don't hate you. I don't want you to ever think that. I know the choices you made. Yet you make them right. Sam tell me do you really think you deserve hell?" i sat down
"Yes." i told him
"No, you dont. Tell me why you think you be long there."
"Im drinking demon blood! Im in a relationship with a demon and freaking Lucifer has been let out of the cage twice because of me!" he nods.
"Let me tell you this. Castile has told you that hell is where you truly go because your Lucifer true vessel." Lucifer walks in at that time.
"Still he done good things father. Dont condemn him to hell because he is my true vessel he needs his family everyone that ever died that he knew is in heaven. Why cant he?" Chuck looked at Lucifer then at me
"I want a true anti christ. To do that I need the morning Star in his true vessel. Who happens to be dating Azezal and Lillth child." i froze as did Lucifer
"THEY HAVE A CHILD! I BEEN FUCKING MY ENEMY DEMONS CHILD!" I went off Dean and cas brought Ruby into the room and i looked down then looked at her
"Tell me you don't know your parents. Tell me I didn't kill your mom infront of you tell me Dean didn't kill your father to let you out of hell." I looked at Chuck.
"While I'm Lucifer's true vessel I Want you to know i don't blame you for me being in hell while my family is upstairs." i got up and grabbed Ruby and pulled her out into my room locked it.
"Sam, I didnt mean for this. I know who my parents are but truthfully Cain was the one to Raise me. His wife was a dark witch and before Cain killed her he told me who my parents are." i looked at her
"I just dont want to hear it. My two enemy demons are your parents. While you dont act like them I cant help but be mad." i told her she nods.
"I can go back to hell for awhile." i shook my head then kiss her forehead.
"No, That would be dangerous in this cute meatsuit. She looks at me
"You do know i serve you and Lucifer correct?" she tells me i nodded
"Yes because we've killed the stronger demons off." i tell her she shook her head and put her hands on my knees. I ran my fingers through her hair and kissed her.
"I just cant stay mad at you." Luci walks in and we looked at him
"Locking the doors will only stop your brother. You would need a holy fire door to stop 3 out of 4." he tells us Ruby rolls her eyes.
"Good news after we raise an anti christ you may or may not be able to go to heaven. It depends." I looked at him
"You, talked to your father YOU."
"I can do nice things Sammy. He said we raise one and your Soul is free to roam heaven when needs to." Chuck comes in behind him
"Is that true?" i asked him
"I've let down my four favorite Angels. Its time I do them right.
"So this means your bringing back Micheal from Luci's cage." i said he nodded
"Raphael and Gabriel will come back alive also." Luci looked sad Chuck looked at him
"You know Gabe is fine Lucifer." he tells them
"I know but he and i were raised by Micheal. I watched him die by my hands.
"He needed a punish ment. Did dirty things to have a message to those who needed it."
"Yea thats true." i handed Lucifer the DVD Gabe gave us
"Do i want to know?" chuck shook his head.
"Not in the slightest. Sam Angels will think your Lucifer. Your soul is as bright as his grace." I looked at chuck shocked
"Is Deans the same way?" i asked Ruby kept quiet.
"Kinda, only because he said no." i looked at Chuck confused
"So my soul would have went to heaven if i didnt accept him?" i asked Lucifer looked down but spoke.
"Your soul has and always been part of my grace. Some how when you were born my grace shed onto you." he tells me God nods.
"But that never happened to Dean. Sam we want you to understand were not damning you for your wrong doings. Its because you have Lucifer grace." Dean and Cas walks in Ruby starts to fidget. I kissed her
"How about we talk in the Libray." they nodded
"We will talk later Ruby." she nods i followed them to the libray and sat down
"So his grace is in me. I was born with it. Those powers i had when i was with demon blood were those his?" i asked Lucifer looked at me and pulled my arm to him then bit me.
"What the fuck?" i asked
"I need to taste your blood. And yes those were actually your powers. Also you haven't tapped into my powers yet. Gadreel, left his grace on purpose. Metatron knew what would happen if another Angel but me was in you." Lucifer said to me.
"Did Cas know what would happen?" Dean asked for the first time since this whole ordeal has gone down.
"Yes, Cas did any angels knows if another angel touches an archangels true vessel things can happen to that angel or that vessel can get a hold of the Archangels powers." Chuck told us.
"So your telling me I could of let a true Lucifer be born?" Dean asked Chuck. I looked at Lucifer when Dean said that.
"You really are Michaels vessel aren't you boy?" Luci asked him but i could tell he was getting mad.
"I never had my angel in me." I looked at him
"No you had your guardian angel protecting you from that fate. I really don't understand why your trying to claim you did this to your self. You saw in Detroit. You even went to a future with me as Luci. You then couldn't stop the blame on you. So how about you just stop. For the first time stop protecting me. Those trials i went to through had to be done by A true Vessel that had the angel in him at one point! You missed that part because Kevin knew it had to be me. He saw me as Lucifer. Metatron Explained to Gadreel why Kevin had to die by my hands. It was so i can try to tap into Lucifers powers youve never touch power before. The most you've touch was a demon a low demon power and vampire powers. Nothing more nothing less you admit Dean you cant stand the fact you been out done by your brother. I bet right now you want to go back in time to say yes now. So call me a monstet call me not human but the truth is you have and always will be jealous of me." I said wanting to walk out but Lucifer held me in my chair.
"I want Micheal here." Lucifer told Chuck i looked at him.
"What?" he looks at me
"Everything, you just said really needs to be said with Micheal." Chuck nodded
"Maybe he should but it won't change a thing my brother is feeling. You said it your self we are too much like our true angels." Luci gripped me tighter and whispered in my ear
"Sammy calm down. Its not good if you release that anger with Cas and your brother here." i rubbed my head against his arm. Chuck looked at Cas and Dean.
"Both of you walk out of this room. We will call you in if your needed." they walked away knowing they wont win against God and Lucifer teaming up. Chuck sat across from me and Lucifer sat beside me on right.
"Your right all of what you said to your brother Micheal has said that. When you took micheal with you Adams soul went o heaven. You should know that. Micheal is only in Adams body. Very weak and almost powerless. Adam was designed for Gabriel. If another archangel is in a true archangels vessel they become weak and they can only contain them selfs in that vessel for so long. Im going to get Micheal up here and have him in a different vessel." Lucifer nodded
"When Micheal comes up you need Dean and only dean in here." i nodded
"Alright lets do this." he nodded Chuck left i looked at Lucifer
"You will protect me from Micheal if something happens right?" he nods
"Of course.
"DEAN AND ONLY DEAN PLEASE." he comes and sits across from me. Chuck comes back with Micheal in a new body.
" Micheal, you know everyone and your Vessel here." Chuck said as he took the head of the table. micheal glared at me
"Enough Mikey, my vessel was doing what he thought was right for his world." Luc said to him
"He made me disobey father. Im nothing like you." he spat at Lucifer Dean looked at Micheal.
"You, dont like disobeying your father?" Micheal shook his head.
"Anyways, lets get started. Dean you are Michaels true vessels. And Sam here is Lucifers true vessel. I had it this way on purpose. I wanted my Arch angels to have true bodies. I wanted them to have a kinda close to home history with the angels. And i wanted them to kinda be like the angels. So Dean i made you Micheals. You did everything you could to keep your dad happy. Sam well you know everything happened to you. I need to tell you why you have his grace and "demon" blood. Truthfully it was Lucifer's blood. You would have died if you didnt get his blood when you were six months old. Mary, was warned her time was up. Azeal was a bit to harsh on her. But it beats having hell hounds. I have her in heaven. Never once did she go to hell." I looked at Chuck
"I would have Died at 6 months old?" he and Lucifer nodded.
"You were only a baby you magically had my grace you needed my blood before you died. If Dean has a piece of Michaels grace well he would of cam and gave it to him. I couldn't. Azrael knew who you were knew where i was and how to contact me. Lilith also. They knew you had to be born everyone knew the two of you had to be born. What we fore saw was Dean practically raising you. And you two being so dependent on each other." Micheal cast a glance at Lucifer. Then spoke
"I raised you like Dean raised Sam a bit. Father had me in charge of you the most. When Auntie Amara came we lost everything." Micheal said Lucifer sighed and nodded
"I know, you raised me the way Dean raised Sam yeah but Everyone claims I'm Fathers favorite. Sam wasn't fathers favorite."
"Hey!" Chuck shook his head and looked at Lucifer
"OK, John blamed Marys death on Sam." Lucifer told us
"Are you trying to get me to leave this table in a fit of rage?" i asked him he smiles and shakes his head
"Im sorry Sammy i had to poke fun at you." I looked at Chuck he looks at Lucifer
"Alright ill stop." Dean spoke
"What am I doing here? If this was a Samifer convention featuring Micheal?" As if he didnt prove his point.
"Really, again your acting like Micheal." i told him
"Oh and you would know that your "bunk buddy" was protecting you from my rath. Should you still need it?" Lucifer hissed at Micheal.
"You leave him alone." he said in a calm dead voice. Dean flinches.
"Calm down my sons." Cas decides to interupt.
"Holy Fire Molotov angel. I still dont understand Assbutt." Cas looks at Micheal afraid
"I.. Had to let my charge get to his brother in some way." Lucifer laughed
"Yea it wouldnt have worked if he didn't take like three gallons of demon blood before he said yes." Cas looked at me.
"How much did you take in before him?" I looked down Lucifer hand was on my shoulder as was Chucks.
"Castiel please now is not the time to talk to us." Cas got mad after that.
"I did everything you have ever told me. I loved the humans more than any other angel did and i tried my best to protect Micheal and Lucifers vessel. Its not my falut that Sam had an Demon for a guardian. And im just Deans! The boy with Demon blood made Gabriel die! I killed Raphael! So father these two arent the ones who need talked to they don't love humanity only there vessels." Lucifer stood up and went to Cas.
"You realize Im the only angel who hates humans. Castiel ask yourself this what are you willing not to do for your charge? How many times have you loss your grace how many times have you slaughtered or brothers and sisters? Hmm? Its time to admit you fell from Heaven. You just dont want to be like me. You didnt want to protect my vessel at all. Until he killed you while i was in him. Castiel are you a fallen?" Cas puts his head down and drops to his knees. Micheal came and stood over him.
"Fallen or not your still an angel. We archangels protect the youngers." Lucifer sat back down. Dean looked at Cas.
"You fell? When?" Cas looked at me i looked down at the table. Chuck spoke.
"Dean, Castiel fell when he saved Sam from hell with out Sam's soul." Chuck told him