hidden |-/ j.d

8- tabloids and secrets

I cry everyday for Josh dun. Every. Damn. Day. damnit .

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** josh**

I flutter my eyes open and look down to see a sleeping girl on my chest. Her face was covered by strands of hair, which I brushed away with my fingers. Her lips parted slightly with exhales of breath, she looked so peaceful.

I continued to stroke her face lightly, and I noticed her lips curve into a smile. " Morning." She sleepily said. " Good morning," I said bringing my arms up to a stretch.

She grabbed my hand and put it back on her head, making me move it along her hair line," keep doing that, I like it." She said removing her hand from mine and placing it across my waist. I smiled and continued to caress her.

" How'd you sleep?" I asked her and she happily sighed. " I slept good, you're very comfortable." Her voice still a bit sleepy. She was so cute like this, all sleepy and clingy.

" You?" She asked. " I slept, very, very well thank you." I smiled down at her, still running my fingers on her hair line.

She started tracing circles on my torso with her finger, running it along the groves of my abdomen. She hummed slightly, due to her tiredness. A phone started buzzing. " God I hate that sound, makes me so uncomfortable." She said, peeling herself from me.

I frowned at the sudden removal of her on me, but I get, she had to answer the phone. " Hello?" She said, groggily into the phone.

She rubbed her eyes and said," Yeah I'm up, why?" She frowned and said," No that's too early, I'll let you know when." I looked at her and placed my hand on her inner thigh and rubbed my thumb on her skin. Her breath hitched slightly, and she smirked at me.

" I've gotta go, but I'll let you know when. I'll keep in touch," She paused. " Okay, bye Calum," She said, hanging up and tossing her phone on the end of the bed. 

She laid back down on me and smiled. " What does Calum want?" I asked, looking down at her. " I don't know, he said he had to talk to me about something, kinda important." She shrugged. I frowned.

" Why don't you go? It's important right?" I asked. " No, I'd much rather stay here with you. I like it." I smiled and her eyes went wide, " I mean unless you don't? I mean I can leave you don't have to stay here if you don't want to," She rambled.

" No, if I had a choice, I'd stay here all day." I sighed and ran my fingers on her shoulder, which resulted in goose bumps all over her skin.

" But, sadly, we can't." I said and she frowned. " I know," She said. " I haven't told Tyler where I was, he's probably worried... plus we have rehearsal today. And you've gotta get to your friend."

She nodded and sat up, " Okay, I guess I better get ready then. I'll walk you out?" She asked and I nodded. We got up from the bed and started towards the door, hand in hand.

" My moms at work, so you don't have to be quiet," She giggled, noticing the fact I was basically tip toeing down the stairs.

We reached the door and I hugged her. My arms above her shoulders and hers around my waist. " Bye Maze," I said as she opened the door. " Bye Josh." She smiled a bit. I kissed her forehead and walked out.

** maisy**

I quickly got ready and was soon pulling up to the cafe on main, where I was meeting Calum. I walked in and was soon pulled to the back of the shop. It was Calum, dragging us to the most out of sight table.

" Calum what the heck?" I asked him, sitting down in my seat. " We can't be seen, I don't want it to happen again," he said, worried.

" What? Want what to happen again? What are you talking about?" I'm totally confused. " You've got some explaining to do." He said, completely ignoring my questions.

" Seriously Cal, what the hell are you talking about?" I asked him, basically yelling. Without a word he shoved his phone in my face.

I saw a picture of Josh and I... at Starbucks, when we held hands over the table. Headlined, " Hemmings girlfriend, moving on too soon?"

My eyes went wide and I took his phone. I read the article.

Pop/ punk star Luke Hemmings, now ex, girlfriend seen with Twenty one pilots' Josh Dun, getting a little too close for comfort. Is she moving on too quickly? Anonymous source states ' I didn't even know she knew Josh, but she's always been the sketchy type.'  So, is the infamous Maisy Turner moving on too quickly, or was she secretly seeing Dun all along?

I set the phone down and sighed. "I swear I didn't cheat, Cal," I said looking at him. He nodded, " I know Maze, but how do you even know him? And you just broke up with Luke! How could you move on that fast?"

I sighed. " It doesn't matter how I met him, okay? and there's nothing going on between us," I lied through my teeth. No, it doesn't matter how we met, but there was.... something between us. Probably nothing, he'll forget about me soon.

" You better pray that Luke won't find this." Calum said clenching his jaw. He and Luke were always close, I get why he's mad. " I'll keep your secret... whatever it is, but if this hurts Luke, I'm not saving your ass." I nodded.

" He's so much older than you, and he's all... tattooed and he has stretched ears and.. and-" I cut him off. " Stop, you don't know him," I said, getting a bit angry. " Oh and you do?" he scoffed. I kept quiet.

" Look maze, I don't want you getting hurt, after leaving a good guy too. I don't understand how you're replacing Luke, with him" He said shaking his head.

" I'm not replacing Luke," I was telling the truth, I was most definitely not replacing him. " And there's nothing going on between me and Josh, alright?" I sighed. " Good." He said.

I knew we'd have to keep this a secret from my mom, but now the boys and the rest of the world. The world wouldn't understand, even if this is just a meaningless fling.

We have to stay hidden.

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Awwww snap the title makes more sense now! I also hope you like the new cover.

I met my internet friend about 3 days ago and it WAS GREAT. the video is on
" if.meetups" on Instagram if you wanna look at it.

question for the chapter ( all 10ish of you) when did you get into tøp?

answer: I think a little over a year ago. tear in my heart was the first song I heard by them ( whatever sue me) and I was like this is a bop.

I hope you enjoyed this chapter, I'll update soon (:

-Amelia