Tunnel Vision(COMPLETED)

Mixed Feelings❌

(Mature Language)

Do I still love him.

He cheated, he ruined what we had.
I thought he was my prince, but I guess I'm not.

I love him still.

No Jamie you need to get over him.

He cheated, which means he doesn't love you as much as he thought.

But he was drunk.

But I also have Adam, who cares so much about my well being.

And I feel like I have known him since I was a kid, he is like the best friend I never had.

He is a little kid at heart and is so charming.

Jamie what are you thinking you broke up with Justin 2 weeks ago.

That's reality, I haven't seen Justin in about a week, and it's weird as hell. I was so used to having him around ever day and now like boom he's gone. Me and him haven't texted or talked since the awkward run in at the store.

He has been seen going out with Jessica once, the day after our run in.

But neither confirmed it to be a date, which is probably was. Asshole. He has taken all the photos of me off his social media accounts, except for the first picture I ever took with him after my first show at Jimmy Fallon, and the one we took with Ellen. I have done the same, and have since deleted all the photos off my phone. I can't stand to see how happy we used to be together. Like partners in crime, doing the impossible.

Now it's all over and I'm still crying a river. I am a studio rat, that's home to me now. I have ideas constantly flowing through my brain. New album? Unlikely. I don't think I could handle another tour just yet.

"Jams let's go get you some fresh air"
Adam says pulling at my arm.

"No I'm fine down here, I'm about to finish a song"

"you have been done here the past week, let's go do something?"

"Like what" I said with an attitude.

"Is it your special time of month?" He frowns.

"No you shithead"

"ok jerk"

"asshole"

"ok you win, I was thinking of saying slut but I went against that thought" he laughs. I playfully shove him and get up out of the spiny chair.

"Go change, we're going to go to the strip mall and maybe the movies after"

"sounds fun"

"go change"

"I'm going I'm going bossy much" I say making my way up the stairs. I decide on a pair of high waist shorts and a American eagle tank top, I pull my hair into a French braid and put on some converse. I grab my phone and wallet before heading back down. Adam is sitting at the counter, clad in a pair of cargo shorts one of his famous white shirts and a pair of Nike roshe shoes(I want a pair of those soooo bad)

"those are really cool shoes, you do have to get me a pair"

"ya I should totally should not get you your own pair" he says, and I frown and glare at him "maybe" he says walking past me to get his car keys.

"Jeep or motor cycle?"

"Are you going to ask me, obviously the jeep, I don't want helmet hair"

"you're such a big baby, besides we haven't rode it once since you've lived with me"

"fine whatever but I fly hair looks like shit when we get there, you have to iron my hair and paint my fingers and toenails tomorrow"

"yea whatever" he mumbles. He leads me out to the garage and starts his bike up. He puts his helmet on and helps me get mine on before getting on his bike. I get on wrapping my arms tightly around his waist.

"Could you hold on any tighter?" He says sarcastically "I'm scared I've never done this before"

"big baby"

"asshole"

"shithead"

"dickhead"

"why do you always win"

"I'm better at it then you are"

"jerk"

"asshole"

"ok we're done"

"you're just afraid your going to lose again"

"no I want to leave the house" he says driving slowly down the drive way.

We finally reach the strip mall and I get off the bike as soon as we stop. I pull the helmet off my head, and I take my phone out and my hair looks like hell.

"Adam Noah Levine look" he starts laughing "it's not funny" my hair is all over the place, not even in a bun any more.

"You're doing what I said you would earlier for payback"

"yea whatever princess" I freeze

That was Justin's nickname for me
I was his princess. Not anymore. He doesn't love me. I still love him I think.

Adam gives me a concerned look "did i say something?"

"It's nothing"

"no it's something you look like you're about to cry"

"that was Justin's nickname for me, I'm sorry for being such a mess, you really can leave if you want"

"Jamie I would never do that, you're my best friend and I will always be here for you, you're a princess that deserves her Prince Charming"

"I need to find him first though"

"yea I guess so, come on let's go have some fun" he says grabbing my hand.

Was he calling himself my Prince Charming.

Did he think he was the one for me.

Hell I thought Justin was the one for me.

I guess I need to find my prince, was Adam going to be up for the challenge.

A/N
Heyo!!
Fourth update of the day!!
Epilogue will be coming tomorrow!! Tissues may be needed just as a warning!!
I need to tell you guys thank you again!
My story got ranked, it is #627 out of 1000 stories in the fanfic category!! Thank you all so much!! This means the world to me!! You guys are so awesome!! And I'm so glad you love my story!!
And also shout to _Timberlake for being the one to tell me all this news!!
Also have you guys seen the pics of Justin at the acc golf tournament!! He is bringing sexyback again!!😂😏
Also did you see him at comic con!! He was so cute. And when they asked him about who he thought is the funniest person, he said 'I got to go with my lover Jimmy Fallon' like how cute is that!! Jimberlake forever!!
Just thank you!!
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This is the last time I will say this.
Till next time!!
I love you all!!
Megan