A Year's Worth Of Lost Memories

Author's Note

Hey guys, it's Kitty. 

Xuiciana doesn't know that I'm doing this, but I thought I'd wrap some things up for potential readers who might still be interested in this fanfic. 

We've lost our interest in this. 

This isn't a drill, and you might have noticed that we stopped updating on our schedule if you were doing the math. 

It's July 18 as I write this. That means we haven't touched this since the beginning of June. 

Erm, if you see any of my other stories on Wattpad, none of them have been completed. It's because I always lose motivation after a while, no matter how good I thought my ideas were at the time. 

I have no idea what Xuiciana's reasons are for not writing anymore, but she told me she's lost interest in the fandom, and have moved on to something else, or another anime fandom. 

My reasons, on the other hand, are pretty simple. It's what all writers experience some time in their life. 

I always feel like no one cares. No matter how hard I try, my ideas never pleased either myself, or the my audience at the same time. I can never seem to find something "good" to write about, something that I'd enjoy writing and the people reading it would want more of.

You can never please everybody. 

I'm sorry to say this, and I hate myself for letting this get to me. But why isn't there anybody who reads fanfictions for the plot, and not just the romance? Sure, I totally understand ships, but is that really all to writing a fanfic? 

I'd rant more but what's the point? What are the chances of someone making it this far and thinking, "oh, there's not enough yaoi, I'm leaving"? 

If there is though, you can be my... or our... glimmer of hope that someone is enjoying this, and we might pick it up again in the future. Leave a comment, that'd be best. 

Thanks, and that's all.