~About a week later.
I got up to cook dinner. I washed my hands and grabbed the steaks and sat them out. The boys are out with Kevin. Ever sonce they got here I've been the third wheel they barely notices. But I know they have work to do. I put my earbuds in and grabbed stuff
(Originally by Tom Waits)
I grabbed a pan and started on the steak. I put some seasoning on it and let it sit a secound as the pan got warm I danced a little and sung. I stck the steak in the pan and got salad stuff and a bug bowel and made a huge salad. The steak was cooking. I made mashed potatoes and got some beer. I set the table and put everything in serveing biwels. The guys walked in. Just in time. "Smells good." Sam said as he washed. Dean and Kevin waiting in line. "I'm starving." Dean said and looked at me and smiled. I smiled back. We sat down and started eating. "Babe-" Dean called me babe. I looked at him. "Pass me the potatoes...." he looked like he was in head lights. I mouthed its fine. He breathes. Sam rolled his eyes ignored me. He started talking to Kevin. I just sat there and didn't finish my food. I kept looking down at my plate. Sam grabbed aime more food and and started eating. I looked at him but he avoided me. I got up and my chair squealed on the floor. Dean dropped his fork on his pkate wonderinf what I was doing. I went to my bedroom. I layed on my bed with my face under the pillow. I breathed. I just feel Sam hateing me. And it hurts. I don't want to upset him and stuff. But I just am not in love with him. I love him but not like Dean. I started crying. I felt so stupid. I wiped away the tears. I sat and syared at the wall- wondering what to do. I heard a knock on the door.Dean's P.O.V.
Courtney got up suddenly. It startled me. She had a blank but yet upset look on her face. She went to her room. I looked over at Sam. He watches her leave and he all of a sudden looked sad. "Dude. You need to chill." I said to him. He's blameing her and hateing on her for me being with her. He can't do that. "What?" He asked. "Look, just because she and you aren't a thing and me and her show a little affection doesn't mean you have to treat her like crap!" He looked mad. "What... what am I supposed to do Dean? I fell for her first, I still like her. And you go off and take her??" I put my hands on the table and got up. "Sam. I'm sorry. But she chose. Dont blame her for how she feels. You've been giving her non stop bull shit-" I slammed my beer on the table and looked at Sam. Kevin got up and went to the other room. Sam ran his hand through his hair. "Look Dean. It's hard trying ignore you two ok. I try and push it out. I didn't mean to upset her." I put my plate in the sink. "Ok, ww alreasy argued once why do it again. It shouldn't get like ot did last time." Sam said about the night we argued about this and beated on each other. I stopped washing dishes and stood there. I thoyght about when we fought. I honestly feel bad for hurting my little brother. After a few moments I dried my hands off and walked uo to Sam. "I'm sorry Sammy." I hugged him. I held on. He just froze.
"I'm sorry. I shouldn't of hit you. Your my little brother. I'm sorry." I patted the back of his back and let go. I went to Courtney's room to talk to her. I knocked.
Courtney: "who is it?"
Me: "Dean..."
Courtney: "what do you want?"
Me: "to talk to you."
Courtney: "I don't want to talk right now."I knew it right there that she wasn't going to let me in to talk. I slid down and leaned against the door. "I just want to know if your Ok?" I heard her walk this way..I thought maybe she'd open the door. Instead she sat down against the door too. "I'm pretty ok for one leg." She kinda laughed. I chuckled. I knew she liked
To hear my voice. "Well maybe when you get your cast off we can go on that walk I owe ya." I tried seeing If shed lighten up. "Maybe..." I sat there quietly. She did too. Without saying a word. A couple minutes later I heard her get up. I just sat there in case she wanted to talk. The door opened and I fell backwards. I looked up from the ground to her amiling and hilding out a hand. I got up and we sat on her bed. I layed back and just looked at the ceiling. She layed down too. I turned over and just watched her. She blushed. "What???" I smiled. "Nothing." I moved some hair from her face. She grabbed my hand and held it. I leaned and kissed her. We parted and she smiled. I layed back down. She turned the radio on and turned her back to me. Probably tired. I put my hand on her side and closed my eyes. I drifted to sleep....Courtney's P.O.V
I turmed over to see Dean asleep. I smiled to myself. I scooted closer to him and snuggled into his arms. He moved his arms to around me and I got comfortable. I shut my eyes. I heard his heart beating. I fell asleep...
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FanfictionCourtney Wright. A crazy Senior girl who is outgoing and doesn't like people telling her what to do. Its her first day and she walks in and sees a guy. She felt wierd. But then started looking at him. She waited for the teacher to tell her were to s...