Crazy

Chapter 13: With Love Comes Pain

~3 weeks later

I hobbled around to my desk. The boys were out on a hunting trip and this time Cas didn't stay with me. I feel lonely. Its been a week. I have had time think about what to do about rhe boys. Which one I truely like. But I just can't. I turned around and started reading. I have been reading about creatures and weapons. I need to prepare myself. I found an anti possession symbol. Hmmm loooks like what Dean and Sam has. Maybe I should get it. I also got to go shopping. I wrote a list and grabbed my keys and and jacket and headed off. I drove to a tattoo shop. I hobbled into it. A lady walked up. "What can I do for you?" I leaned on the counter. "I just want an anti-possesion symbol."she looked at me weird. "You believe in that stuff?" She asked. But I could tell She was trying not to be rude. "Oh no." I laughed. "Just somwthing little. First one actually. And ya know I saw it and was like might as well." She laughed with me. We headed to a seat and I sighed in relief. I just had to lie because you can't go around telling people things like that. You'd be the local crazy person. I layed down. "So were do you want it?"she asked. "I was thinking a little below the collar bone." She nodded. "Just black? " I nodded. She started. It tickled. And felt wierd. About ten minutes later she got done. "Thanks." I paid her and went out. I grabbed my phone, no messages. I haven't heard from them any. I'm beginning to worry. I saw a store and went in. I geabbed my list and got tge things I need. I went and saw they had mints. I love mints that disolve in your mouth. I grabbed two packs.

Grocery List
~Cereal
~Milk
~Personal Stuff
~Soup^Dif Kinds^
~Soda^Dif Kinds^
~Cookie Stuff
~Pie Stuff
~Steak
~Chicken
~Seasoning
~Fruits and vegtables

I finally got done and paid for everything. I was looking stupid hobbleing around shopping for stuff. A guy that works there helped me and pulled the buggy to my vehicle. I smiled. He nodded in a southern gentlemen way. I unlocked It and opened the trunk. He put them in and took the buggy back. "Thank you." I said as he left. He waved. I headed home. I parked. I went and opened the trunk to get the grocery. I didn't plan it through. I put my crutches down and grabbed some bags. I walked and got inside. I limped and walked on my leg. I knew I shouldn't have. As I got done my leg started to hurt super bad. I had everything on the counter and I went back and shut the trunk and locked the vehicle. I put all the grocerys up and turned the water on for a bath. I put some medicine moisturizer stuff on my tattoo and looked at myself in the mirror. I noticed my curves and how big I was. I frowned and got some candles and Epsom Salt. I undressed and got in the tub. I relaxed and got sleepy. I grabbed my iPod and put some music on. It played don't fear the reaper by blue oyster cult. I like this kind of music. After about twenty minutes I drifted to sleep. I woke up to guitars playing and it was ac/dc. My water was cold. I accidently put my cast in the water. I got out and wrapped a towel around me and got an extra one. I went to the kitchen to check the time and grab a beer. I sat in a chair and tried drying my cast off. I heard footsteps. I turned around and saw Sam and Dean with some chinese guy walking in. They looked at me. I froze. I held my towel on me. Dean and Sam laughed. I rolled my eyes. "So I don't hear anything for a week from you and you show up with some random guy?" I was slightly ticked about how they forgot about me. "I'm sorry. We were busy." Sam said. "This is Kevin. He's a prophet and he's bunking here." I went up to Kevin and held out my hand to shake. "I'm Courtney." He nodded and smiled. "Kevin Tran." I went and grabbed my towel. Sam and Kevin went to the big table woth the map and I wobbled to my room. Before I got there someone swooped me up. I squealed. "Gotchya." I saw Dean with his big smile. He carried me to my room. He placed me on my bed. I was laying on it and he was over me. He kissed me. "I missed you." He smiled. "I miss you too." He flopped to the side and I got up. I needed to get dressed. I went and got my clothes. I dropped my towel. I put on shorts and my bra.



I turned back around to Dean. He was stareing at the ceiling. I laughed to myself. I got on the bed and leaned my head on his chest. He put his hand on my head. I wrapped my arms around his waist. "Courtney-" Dean was still looking at the ceiling. "Yes," I asked without looking at him. "I really did miss you." I looked up at him. He looked at me. I smiled. "I did too." He sat up. I was criss crossed sitting and looking at him. He leaned in and kissed me. I smiled after we parted. I got up and walked to the kitchen. I don't care if the others saw me. I don't feel like putting on a shirt. I washed my hands and got to cooking. Dean walked in. He smiled. "Pie." I kept going and put the filling In the crust. I finished up and out them in the fridge. I started on the cookies. Sam walked in. He came over and put his arm around my waist. I put the cookie dough on the pan and smiled. "Just for you." Sam smiled and his hand wondered down a little then he walked back to the Kevin guy. Dean wasn't there. It's a good thing. I had to talk to Sam later. I finished about a bit later and put them in the oven. I set a timer and got a beer before going to my room.