A new begining (logan&kendall fanfic)

Chapter 5. His not interested or is he?

Jessie's POV:


A week later.

His not interested! that's all I can think about, even though Amanda keep telling me that Logan is, I have a hard time thinking that he is. if he was then he would talk to me more then he does, well he doesn't really talk to me since the party only like hi and goodby.

Maybe it's my own fault, but that last kiss gelt so good and so right and it's driving me crazy that I let myself believe that he was any deferent then any other guy, god why am I so stupid? Call me crazy and tell me that I am over thinking thins well that's me and that part if me is not that easy to get rid off, as I'm sitting in the lunch room eating my lunch with Amanda she suddenly shoves me "hey what was that for?" I ask her all she does is tilt her head backwards to indicate that I should look in that direction so I do, and there he is the devil himself Logan Henderson the guy I thought was deferent oh how I was wrong.

"so" is say sounded annoyed "what's eating you" she asked "what you think? sorry it's just why is I acting like I don't really exist" I said and the. She looks at me wide eyes "girl all he ever does is talk about you" she said "how do you know?" I asked, then I remember oh yeah she is dating James how could I forget, she was so lucky that he didn't care that she almost threw up on him the day after the party, and then there is me just that awkward girl that hi her self so no one could get too close.

"Well, James told me yesterday that Logan wanna tall to you but he doesn't really know how to" she said shoving a fork full of salat in her mouth. I roll my eyes "what ever, all it takes is for him to open his mouth and talk I'm not gonna bite" I said and the it's Amanda's turn to roll her eyes, "girl your not making it that easy for him, and his not like all the other guys in the school" she said putting pressure on the part of what she said.

I was about to say something when it hit me, maybe I'm not the only one that knows how it feels to had lived love lost, I bite the inside if my cheek.

"Look it's more complicated then that, I've lost so much the Lars three years and I'm not good with nee things and this last week has been a crazy ride and I'm already losing someone I never really had yet" I said and Amanda looks at me "I'm sorry, try a relax. he so badly wanna talk to you, I can tell James that you too wanna talk to Logan okay?" she said enthusiasm a smile and held her hand over mine, she made me feel a lot better "thanks that would be nice" I said and the the bell rang and people was scrambling out of their seats, as I was was half ya out the door I bumped shoulders with Logan, he smiled and mouthed "hi" and winked. that gave me a renewed hope that maybe i was wrong maybe he was interested after all.

A walked towards my photography class, I just couldn't wait to get my head and hands into this class taking pictures it was my passion. I found a seat and the teacher came in and told us that today's subject was "in love" we should walked around the school ground and take pictures and find people who looked like they were in love. I grabbed my camera and began me search for just that.

To my surprise I found Amanda and James on the swing the was just in the right spot surrounded by trees and flowers it looked natural and the way he was looking at her, I slowly raised my camera and zoomed in on them and just when their lips met in a kiss I snapped the picture I took a few when they were just looking at each other. I don't think that anyone knew how in love they were just after a week, it was just what I wanted. I wanted Logan to look at me the way James was looking at Amanda.

When I was done I walked back to the class room, I went in to the dark room to reveal my pictures. I mush have been walking there in my own thoughts cause just before I was to do it the door opened and closed just as fast, " hi" a soft male voice I knew, it was Logan "hi" I whispered in neutral voice, "sorry I've been so... you know" he whispered "yeah, and I'm sorry if I've made it head for you to talk to me" I whispered back. "why are you hear aren't you suppose to be in class?" I whispered with a small laugh "nope I have this period off" I said, he slowly draped one arm around my waist and pulled me close to his body and I felt the heat from his body agains my back, "what you doing?" I asked sweetly "just let it happen" he whispered in my ear.

It felt so good feeling his breath on my neck, I closed my eyes and just let it happen. I felt his lips on my neck and his other hand remove my hair from my shoulder as he kissed his way from my neck to my bare shoulder. "I've missed you so much" he said in between kisses "I've missed you too" I moaned silently. he stayed until I was done revealing my pictures, "wow that's James and Amanda" Logan suddenly whispered "yeah, I was thinking about you when I took that picture and how much I want what they have but with you" I said as I turned my head and looked at him, he smiled "don't worry baby we will, it might just take a little longer" he said kissing my nose "okay" I said with a smile.

The class was over and I got an A on my pictures the teacher said that it was some really great pictures I had taken and that they really showed the subject "in love" and that made me happy. my mood was way better now after I had a short but good talk with Logan. I was wrong he was interested.