Kendall POV:
It's been about two moths now and I am caught I the middle of this drama I don't wanna be but I am, and that cause I'm an idiot or maybe it cause I really truly love Jessie more then I thought I would, Logan is my friend and has been ever since middle school but, since Alissa showed up in his life again his been acting strange not taking to us his friends and not really going anywhere besides Alissa's room or sleep in late. He doesn't hand in his home work in time like he did when him and Jessie was I don't know dating or what ever it was they were, all I know is that I have two broken friends, one witch I'm kinda in love with but is too scared to tell and the other a friend I've known most my life but his being so dark something or someone has changed him.
I'm going with someone and that someone is Alissa, you see when Logan found Alissa in bed with his oldest friend Dustin he was in denial for 3 weeks before I kicked his ass and told him that she was the devil and that she was no good for him, bros be fore whose if you know what I mean, well in July when collages started it was 1 year or so since he cute her out if his life, I know it was hard for his he still loves her even thought she doesn't deserve his love he is just too good for her.
You see the only thing that gonna happen this time is that Logan is gonna get hurt maybe even more the last time, they say that you never forget your first love, and I know Alissa was Logan's diets real love but the way she always trash talked him when he wasn't around and the way he defended her when we told him she was doing it, that's what brakes my heart he is such a good guy. I'm
As of now on my way over to talk to Jessie I need to tell her the whole story everything that happened.
"Knock knock" I banged on the door and it opened "hey Kendall where is James?" It was Amanda who opened the door "on his way I'm sure" I said with a warm smile.
Jessie's is so lick that she has Amanda as a friend I know she's gonna do all she can to help Jessie as much as she can, today her and James are going out for dinner and I'm gonna have a long talk with Jessie about all this Logan and Alissa drama she deserves to know. As I stepped in and closed the door behind it knocked again Amanda opened again.
"Hallo love if my life" James said sweetly and kissed her so genuine that my heart bursted, they were so sweet with each other I want that and I know it's what Jessie wants too, lets go andesite Jessie and Kendall alone" Amanda said and they left.
"So you wanna talk" Jessie sat down on the couch next to the window, "we need to talk, cause you need to know the hole truth about Logan and Alissa" I said, she sighed "alright I guess so, but why is that?" I took a deep breath and sat down next to her and took her one hand in mine "look, it's a long story but I'm gonna try and cut it shot" I said looking into her eyes.
"So here it goes, you see over a year ago Logan was a straight A kid who always had time for his friends and family, but after a while he started acting strange. I was curious so one day I followed him and that's the first time I saw Alissa" I said, Jessie was listening so I continued.
"when I saw her again sometime later she was still as beautiful as she was the first time but not my type by a long shot, Logan seemed to like her and she seemed to like him too, one day about 6-8 months after they officially started dating we never really saw Alissa again only at parties and stuff like that" Jessie was quiet but then "why are you telling me this?" I smiled "cause you need to know before you make a decision on wether you want me or you still want Logan just listen okay?" I said sweetly and contended.
"One day when Logan came home, he saw his best and oldest friend in the hall at Alissa's house, so he just walked in her room thinking that they were just sitting on her bed talking like they had done so may times before, but what he saw that day drove him insane, he pulled his friend out of Alissa's bed and beat him up"
Jessie was dead quiet and looked out the window but I was pretty sure she was still listening "go on" she sum aid and I did.
"Dustin his friend ended up in the hospital with a broken arm and a few stitches, for 3 weeks Logan was in denial he didn't wanna believe what happened really did happen. I had to kick his ass to get him to realize that she was poison to his health and that I was sure she had planed it out that way. I could never prove it I've tried talking to Dustin but he moves away so now here we are with you and him, I know he is pushing you away and that you are ignoring Alissa and that a good thing but you and Logan need to talk, you need to tell him that your not Alissa and I know you can't forgive him for what he did, but this time I know she planed this out, it have a source here on campus that she doesn't know off and it's one of my oldest friends she's just a very good friend, and finally I need you to know this. I'm in love with you and have been for a while now" I stopped talking, and I saw Jessie's eyes looking straight at me there were tiers in them, she blinked and they rolled down her cheeks.
She took a deep breath "you are in love with me?" She asked and I nodded "and all this, I mean the whole Logan drama was something Alissa planted out just so she could get Logan back and destroy him ones again?" And I nod again, "she the devil I know and I wanna play a game, a game she can't win" I said and Jessie sat up more "what kind of game?" she asked.
"Well I want her to think that your over Logan like really over him, can you act like that?" I asked
"that's not gonna be a problem cause I am, like you did I'm not gonna forgive him, he made that choice with out even blinking so I am over Logan" Jessie's words couldn't have been more true, I could see it in her eyes.
"even better that's gonna make Alissa lose interest in you and in Logan, I don't want him to get hurt but he is getting hurt no matter what we do" I sighed he is really in a mess this time and it might not even be that easy to save him this time, like I said that Lars time Alissa was in Logan's life "you are gonna regret it" Jessie pulled me back to her, "tell me something are you really really in love with me?"
The question was so sweet "yeas I am more then you know, ever since we kissed that day you know when it all started, it's hard not falling for you" I sighed with a smile "so you wouldn't nude if I do this" she leaned up in her knees and gently pushed me up against the back of the cough, our lips met again like so many times before but this time it felt deferent, this kiss was deferent she out more feeling in to it, I think she put all she had left in to that one kiss and a had to savor it all. I out my arms around her and pulled her into me, the kiss stopped and out foreheads leans against each other's
"I, I think I love you" I whispered "I think I love you too" she whispered back, that was not forced or planed it just came out you know like is suppose to. we were quiet for a while she sat there on my lap in my arms, I didn't wanna let her go "I wanna stay here in your arms" Jessie whispered, she was the first to brake the silents and looked up and me "don't ever leave me" she added "never, not even if I die" I said and I meant it every word that left my mouth was true. I was and is in love with Jessie.
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I know it's a long chapter but that's cause when the weekend is over there is gonna be longer between the updates, I'm still gonna try to update this one as much as I can.
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