A new begining (logan&kendall fanfic)

Chapter 10. I need to know!

Sunday morning.

Jessie's POV :

I woke up feeling heavy headed and heavy hearted, I knew it was no nightmare what happened last night. I slowly lifted my head from the pillow and saw a sweet sleeping Kendall, I sneaked a peak over to Logan's bed it was empty but messy, so he had been sleeping there.

One thing I knew was that I didn't wanna talk to him right now, I looked down on Kendall his eyes were open and he smiled "morning" he whispered "morning, I need to leave I don't wanna see him right now" I whispered to Kendall, he looked over at Logan's bed "okay, I'll be over later okay?" he whispered, I nodded and jumped out if Kendall's bed and I kissed his cheek and ran out of the door.

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In Kendall & Logan's room.

Logan's POV:

I stood in the shower when I heard the door open and close again "Kendall is that you?" I yelled but now answer. the bathroom door opened "what do you need" I heard Kendall say "oh nothing I just heard the room door open and close" I said, "it was Jessie, she left" he said and started to brush his teeth.

Usually we talk and joke but not today, it was like Kendall knew something. "Logan there is something I need to know" he then suddenly said and my heart changed it's pace "yeah what is that?" I asked in a some what normal tone of voice "well to get right to the point, did you see Alissa last night?" he asked. fuck he knew or maybe my worse fear Jessie saw us, "well first I was in the study hall doing my math and then Alissa showed up" I said and took my towel from the rack and stepped out of the shower. "then I went over just to ask what she was doing and then as stupid as I am, I followed her to the back of the room you know to the back shelfs and then she started to say that she missed me and then talking went to kissing" I said, Kendall looked at me "you know she will play all the carts in the deck she had in you till she knows that your done for" he said and he sounded angry,, wasn't it enough that I was mad at myself for letting her get to me, now my best friend was too.

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Kendall's POV:

How stupid could one guy be, there was a reason why he broke up with Alissa in the first please she was cheating on him and played around and had an excuse for everything she did, and Logan knew that. But now he has been digging himself in to a whole that could be heard getting out off, cause if Alissa seen Jessie and seen her sad, Alissa was gonna go after her and try to brake her.

I was not gonna let that bitch (Alissa) get to Jessie, "does Jessie know?" Logan suddenly asked "what do you think?" I said, Logan looked at me with worry signed on his face "well, something tells me she does or else you wouldn't have asked the way you did" he answered "your right she does and she's broken hearted, she does actually like you" I said and walked out if the bathroom. I was pissed off at Logan how could he let Alissa do what she did, maybe he wasn't over her completely, Logan is a Complicated guy when it comes to girls, me I'm more down to earth.

I sat down in my bed and started to watch some TV and when Logan was done he came out all dressed, "where you going?" I asked as he put his hand in the door knob "I'm going over to talk to Jessie" he said I held his eye in mine "that's a bad idea, she doesn't wanna talk to you right now I'm sorry man" I said he let go of the door knob and fell to the floor with his back ago insta the door "I just need to know" he started "leave her alone for a while she need to process this, before she can handle talking to you" I said "besides I'm going over there later, is there something you want me to tell her?" I asked.

"Tell her that I'm sorry" was all he said and got up from the floor and fell on to his bed, you might ask why I'm no comforting him, well he made this mess and he brought this on himself and I can't be there all the time, he needs to clean up his own mess to a point where there is no more he can do. and the other thing is that I'm in love with Jessie as well and she needs me. I got up from the bed and started to put some fresh cloth on and got ready to leave.

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Jessie's POV:

I was finally back in my room and jumped in the shower and cleaned off and got out and got dressed. When I had been sitting on my bed doing some last minute studding it knocked on my door, I got up and opened the door and outside was Kendall "hi Kendall come in in" I said and let him in "hi, thanks" we walked over and sat in my bed in the middle of it. I didn't really know what to say, it was so hard.

"Look Logan is and idiot and he knows it, but I understand that you don't really wanna talk to him right now and that totally okay" he said and continue

"but I'm here for you no matter what you need okay? he wants you to know that his really sorry for what he did, but tbh I think his more sorry the you saw it. I know I'm his best friend but this mess is his own and......" I stopped him

"Kendall, I don't wanna talk about it all I wanna do is forget about it and forget that I saw it" I said and he nodded "I know his sorry, but I don't know if I can forgive him for this. I gave him a part of myself that I couldn't have given him" I said and looked at Kendall "okay, I get it. let watch a movie and make some popcorn and have some fun" he said and grabbed the back of micro popcorn and I found a good movie

"be for we start just answer this one question, I need to know. do you like me, I mean really really like me more the a friend?" I asked,

Kendall turned and looked at me with a smile I couldn't figure out what meant "Jessie I don't know if it's the right time or please but since you need to know, yes I do I really really like you more then just a friend" he looked at me and I felt something but I wasn't sure what it really was "okay. thank you" was all I could say and he didn't push me for an answer or to tell him that I felt the same way, it was like it was in the air. with Kendall I didn't feel pushed he just let me be just the way I was.