Eren The Oblivious [Eren X Levi]

Chapter 1: Realization

Eren's Diary:

Life is bitter. I don't know where the fuck dad is, my mom is dead, my sister doesn't know how to god damn let go, and, well, if you haven't noticed already, we are forcefully trapped inside three bigass walls which keep us from being eaten by giant naked beasts with human characteristics who eat us for no evidential reason. All I want to do is go outside the walls and be free. The whipped cream on the "Life is Bitter" ice cream sundae is that my friends say that I am a "suicidal blockhead" because of my aspiration. The cherry on top would have to be that I, myself, am one of those things that I despise with all my heart. Yeah. That's right, I'm a titan. Worst is that I swore to myself and others that I would annihilate all of the titans; wipe them off the face of the earth. What will I do when the time comes an I'm the only titan left on earth? I guess I'll have to kill myself when that time comes. But, that won't be for a while I'm sure, so why bother thinking about this now...? I have to be off soon, I'll write when I can.
~Eren

Eren's POV:

I finish my entry before placing my diary in a drawer under all of my clothes, making sure that nobody would find it. I get dressed and make my way toward Levi's office. I need to go by there to ask Captain what he needs me to do today.

When I arrive, I knock on the door and say "Sir, it's Eren." He replies with "Ah Eren, you may enter." I enter the room at his command and give him a heart salute. "You're late, Eren." He says looking down at his paperwork, his pen skids across the white sheet.

"My apologies sir. It won't happen again! Promise, sir!" I say enthusiastically. He stands up and says "What kept you so occupied anyways, Jaeger?"

Looking him in his beautiful steel grey eyes, I retort hesitantly with saying "Ehrm...Sir...I uh...I slept in! Yeah that's right, I slept in...." He glares at me and pauses. "Suspicious, are we? Hmm... I'll take your word, but don't let it happen again. That's an order."

I straighten my posture and put both hands behind my back. "Yes sir! It won't happen again!"

"...Alright. Now, today you will be cleaning my office, and I believe...that's all...yes. Get right to it brat." What, that's all?! Great! "...Y-Yes sir!" I run to get supplies and bandanas. I quickly put them on and run back.

Levi is still at his desk, comfy as ever, just writing away. I stand at his doorway confused. "...Jaeger, is something wrong?" He says still looking at his paper. "Um, certainly not sir...but are you going to stay as I clean, sir...?" I reply still standing still.

"Does my presence disturb you or something, Jaeger? Would you like me to go out of my way and leave for you, hmm brat?" He says, evidently irritated. "Of course not, sir! I was just wondering was all..." I answer nervously. Why is he still here, he's just going to observe me as I clean...?

"Mmm I thought not." He says sweetly surprisingly. "What, do you need an invitation? Get in here and clean." He tells me amused somewhat. He is sometimes hard to tell.

"R-Right away, sir!"

I begin scrubbing the windows, catching him staring at me every so often in my peripheral vision. This doesn't make me feel uncomfortable though for some reason. If ever I caught him staring at me in the corner of his eye, I would instantly get cold sweats as well as a strange feeling in my stomach and then look away quickly.

What the hell is up with me...? Why do I tense up when I find myself in the Captain's sight range?

These racing thoughts are making me slow down my scrubbing and I think Levi noticed. Once I slowed down, he got back to work and stopped staring temporarily. Phew! I start cleaning faster now.

I dont know what I feel...towards the Captain. I cant possibly like him...can I? I've been straight all my life. But, then again, I've also been human all my life... until one day I didn't even know what I was anymore.

Do I classify as straight with the exception of maybe being gay for the captain? Do I classify as human with the exception of being able to shift into a titan? Who knows. I'll just have to see how things turn out.

I wonder what's on Levi's head...?

Levi's POV:

Shit! Shit shit shit shit! Does Eren know I was staring at his ass?! Oh no... What the hell is with you, Levi?!

This is Eren we are talking about! Eren, the monster who is childish, not to mention half your age, is a little brat, also hates titans with a passion, is single, has the most beautiful eyes unlike I have ever seen before, tall and fit, sexy and dark skin, and a very nice and round ass...

OH SHIT! LEVI, pull yourself together, man, stop staring! He knows. He DEFINITELY knows. Oh god, he's so hot, it's taking me all I have to not pin him and take his last shred of innocence right here and now, on the floor in front of us.

I'll never get to fuck him because of his goddamn sister who he is probably "in love" with. That's fucked up. How the hell do they even know what love is?!

I don't even know what love is and, hell, I've lived for MUCH longer that those two brats. I know for a FACT that what I think of Eren is definitely NOT love.

Pure lust is what it is. I know I might fall in love with the way his deep but tight ass will make my--

You're staring again, Levi.

Fuck.

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A/N:
Hey guys! I'm so so soooo excited about this new story! I will be updating about every week or so, so please do enjoy the story! I will try my best to make something worth reading! Bye bye lovelies!

***Small fact about Levi in this story:
He has never ever been in a relationship, never even kissed a boy/girl, much the less had sex with any gender before!
Something I thought about Levi in this story! Keep reading when you can please!***

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