Forever

Hurt

*Bella's POV*

I woke up to the sound of rain on the window. My eyes fluttered open and the first thing I saw was Niall's face. He was still sleeping, but he looked so cute! I couldn't resist myself, so I took a photo of him and posted on twitter.

@Niall_Official looks so cute when he's asleep! I luv u babe!! xoxo

I put my phone down and snuggled up closer to him. I fell asleep to the sound of his breathing.

When I woke up again, Niall was already awake. I sat in bed for a while and listened to him humming one of his songs and making breakfast. I grabbed my phone and decided to go on twitter, where I gasped in horror.

@BellaSmith I hate you.

@BellaSmith Why do you have to crush our chances with 1D?

@BellaSmith You are so inconsiderate and I hate you.

@BellaSmith You aren't even an actual directioner. You just pretend to be a couple to get the attention. Not cool.

@BellaSmith You don't deserve Niall. At all.

I didn't know what to do. I didn't want Niall to know that fans were bullying me, because then he'd get angry at them. Even though they didn't like me, I still didn't want their idol to get angry with them.

I slid out of bed and walked downstairs. When Niall saw me, he smiled.

"Morning princess!" He kissed me on the cheek.

"Morning Niall," I flashed him a smile before sitting at our bar.

"I made us waffles!" He handed me a plate with warm waffles on it. They were perfectly decorated with whip cream and strawberries.

"Thanks babe!" I immediately dove in.

After breakfast, Niall left for work. I sat on the couch and looked on twitter for about 20 minutes, but then I'd had enough of it. I couldn't take the hate! Why did they hate me?

I went into the bathroom and rummaged through the drawers and finally found what I was looking for. With trembling hands, I carved "Niall" into my wrist along with several other cuts. The blood and tears went down the sink and I cleaned them out in the shower.

I put on a long sleeve sweater to cover the cuts and wore some blue jeans and my lavender toms. I threw my hair into a high pony tail and got into the car to go to Rachel's house. The whole way, my phone kept blowing up with thousands of hater tweets.

Hey lovelies! So sorry we've been late with updates recently! Also apologize for the short chapter but I'm sure rayray will take care of that! Mwah!

Beyy xoxo