Too Far In The Game

VWTF: Fuck Her

*Stone's POV*

It's been a few days since I've talked to Angel and it's been killing me to be honest. I would approach her but I know she still mad about me walking away from her that day on the beach but I was upset and that was the best thing for me at the time. I just don't understand how she can say she got these feelings for me but yet she can't see us together. Any other female I swear I'd have let it go and moved on by now but it's some kind of spell Angel got on me that won't let her ass go.

I was out on the balcony smoking a blunt and tryna relax. I was looking down at the beach at Angel playing around with Josh. All I could really imagine is us. What if we had a family and shit and was on vacation chilling with our kids having fun. That would be lit but nahh I gotta start dreaming a new dream with another woman cause it's obvious Angel ain't gone be her. She too caught up in her job anyway. She ain't got time for me and that shit pisses me off. It really is time for me to move on so fuck them feelings I got for her...fuck her.

I kept trying to block out some thoughts and couldn't. Not while looking down at her so I went out to my car to take a little drive around town and smoke of course.

"Yo Stone where you going?" Obedience asked me.

"Nowhere special. Just driving around." I told him. I had grabbed a water from out the fridge before walking to the door.

"You mind if I come?" He asked. I just shrugged.

Once we got in the car and got to driving I had remembered what I caught Mel and B doing a few days ago and decided to ask you Obedience what was going on with them.

"Aye O. How you and Mel going?" I started.

"Better. We ain't together but ever since we talked I have seen a difference in how she been acting. She ain't been all over B like she usually been. I don't know if it was because of what I said or not but even if she did want him then I wish she'd just make it clear to me. It wouldn't bother me over time and I'd support them I guess." He said.

"Nahh don't even put yoself in that situation. Trust me I'd know. Plus B don't want her." I told him.

"How you know how this feels?" He asked.

"Angel... Kway... Doing that was a mistake." I said as I drove down the main street.

"Why you say that?" He lit a black.

"Cause man I sat there and put myself in the friend zone. Something like that at least. First she ain't ever even really notice me then she got with Kway and I said I'd always support them and be there for her and she ended up getting hurt multiple times and she ain't really been the same after that. She act like she gone get hurt and can't trust me but it's cool. I ain't tripping no more. I'm over it." I said as I pulled another hit of the blunt.

"Right right you over it but you ain't over her." He said.

"Whatever. I'm straight." I told him. "I don't need her."

"Nigga if you didn't then we wouldn't be having this conversation." He said.

"Just cause I want her don't mean I need her. I can get a bitch anywhere." I said proudly.

"Yea you can but you don't want a bitch. You want a woman, Angel. She got you acting like you wanna settle down." He said.

"Nahh I just know what I wanted for too long and still ain't got it. It's cool though cause I'm over it. Moving on." I told him.

"Yea we'll see how that goes." He smirked.

I was serious about it this time. It's obvious that Angel doesn't want to be with me after many failed attempts. I'm gone show her what she missing though.