Too Far In The Game

Another One???

I woke up obviously feeling great from last night. I hopped in the shower and cleaned myself. I came out and threw on some blue Jean booty shorts and a blue cami tank top along with some matching blue chucks. I brushed my long naturally wavy hair down. Kway didn't stay last night but I didn't mind cause he put it on me. I got my phone and checked my messages while walking down the stairs almost busting my ass when I saw a picture message from an unknown number that I didn't recognize. It was a picture of a naked girl without her face in the pic with the message: I c yo rel8tionship goin good or w.e. but just know u not da only 1 fukkin him darlin. BTW chek out da ring on mi finga.

I zoomed in to see the ring better and it was Kway's ring. He always had it on. I knew it was his because he had his name engraved in it and I could clearly see his name on it. Wasn't no mistaking that for nothing. Is that why that nigga left last night....to fuck some other bitch???

I surprisingly stayed calm while walking down the stairs but my whole attitude and demeanor changed. I got to the bottom of the stairs and just stood there not knowing what the fuck to believe or even think.

"Yo Boss you straight?" Rock asked while passing me coming out of the bathroom.

"Shut the fuck up! I look straight don't I? Does it look like I have a fucking problem....HELL NO so get out my goddamn face." I yelled at him. He looked a little scared but confused all together. Ya damn right I was pissed. I went back upstairs to my office and smoked some blunts....they weren't helping at all just fueling my fire. Bandz walked in.

"Aye Bo- "

"Who the fuck said you can come in my muhhfucking office without my consent? Take yo ass back out the damn door and come yo ass back when you got respect enough to ask and be brought in." I said taking a hit of the blunt I was currently smoking on.

"B-but th-" He tried saying until I interrupted again.

"But nothing damn did I studder? Get yo ass out of my fucking sight before I have to beat you out of it bitch!" He left out the room and closed the door.

My phone rang and I looked at the caller ID. It was Kway. I was extremely hesitant to take it but I did.

"What?" I asked.

"Hey baby. Have you seen my ring anywhere around yo house. I can't find it for nothing." He said pissing me off even more.

"Hmm you can't find it? You think it's over somebody's ELSE'S house other than mine. Some bitch you know probably rocking it on they finger now." I said getting feisty.

"Uhh what...are you talking about?" He asked sounding very confused. It was almost believable.

"I'm just throwing out ideas of where it could possibly be I mean....this isn't the LAST place you were last night so there's no telling where it is." I said rolling my eyes and mugging the hell out of the corner of my office as if he was standing there.

"Umm baby you alright? Is there something you wa-" He asked getting interrupted of course.

"No it's not. There's nothing I wanna tell you at all or even wanna say to you frankly because I don't know what to say. I don't even wanna believe what I know but since I know and all this bullshit adds up then I'm gonna believe it. I CAN'T FUCKING BELIEVE YOU DID THAT! WHO THE FUCK IS SHE AND YOU REALLY HAD THE BALLS TO ASK ME WHERE YO DAMN RING IS? HOW BOUT YOU ASK YO OTHER BITCH!"

I hung up and went back to the picture and stared at his ring on another girls hand. I've never even seen him take that thing off and somebody else has it on their hand. What kinda shit is that? The only time I've even touched it is when we held hands. I threw the phone on the ground and put my head down on the desk. Tears were filling my eyes. How in the hell is he able to make me feel like this? I don't fucking cry and especially over some man. I don't need him....stop lying to yourself. he's the best thing that's happened to me but he turns around and does this. Who would even think of doing that and how did she get my Number ugghh. Face it....maybe we shouldn't be together. No don't say that....it may be true though. Is he really fucking some other girl though? I don't even know what to believe.