Calum's POV
"Wake up, Wake up, Wake up" I chanted breathlessly. My red stained hands caress her her bloody and blonde hair.
This couldn't be happening,
This was my fault,
I could have saved her.
As I held her cold lifeless body and pressed it close against mine, stinging tears bursted out of my eyes like a volcano.
My low sobs were only heard by the walls that had ears and myself.
Even though my eyes were blurred by the water burning my eyes, I could still see the dark red substance all over me and the victim herself.
The funny part was it was none of my blood but hers.
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"CALUM!!"
My head jerked up, setting me free from the puddle of sweat I was in. I didn't even know I was breathing uncontrollably until a soft small hand squeezed mine.
"Are you ok" Tessa's voice echoed in the small living room, her voice of worry and distress.
"Calum!"
"Yeah, yeah I'm fine" I sighed running my hand through my drenched hair as if someone poured buckets of water over my head.
Tessa sighed in a nervous relief. "You were almost yelling in your sleep and no matter how hard I shook you, you didn't wake up" she explained.
How could I wake up. I haven't been able to sleep peacefully in over 5 years.
I didn't even respond, what was I supposed to say?
Instead I sat up and walked out on to the balcony for some fresh air, time to clear my mind from...everything.
Anger and sadness started to fill my mind as I thought about everything. Scott, the murder, her death.
It wasn't supposed to happen.
But Scott messed everything up, and now he was coming after Tessa. All because I screwed up.
I couldn't lie and say I didn't care about what happens to Tessa because I did. No matter how much I denied it, Tessa some how found a place in my heart. It angered me. I wasn't boyfriend material, apparently only homicide material. I couldn't be there for Tessa.
I couldn't even save the person I loved the most , so how could I possibly help the girl who some how is attached to my Brain.
I found my self tugging at the roots of my hair making my headache worsen. I wanted to kill Scott, make him feel my pain. The same pain she felt.
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"No"
"Calu-"
"No"
"But"
"No"
"Just list-"
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Fanfiction"Being ignorant won't make you anymore pleasing" The sarcasm rolled off my tongue. His arm grabbed mine, pulling my body so closely to him that I could fill his hot thick breath on my neck. His lips stayed parted, my breathe still hitched in my thr...
