Secrets // C.H

Chpt 17

*Calum's POV*

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Her mouth slightly parted as if she were stuck and didn't know what to say next quite amused me.

I mean she had put herself in this situation. She wanted to call me out for texting during the movie.

I mean I knew that we weren't going to be paying attention to it anyway. I knew her mind was still focused on the kissed we shared yesterday evening. To be honest mine was too.

That's why I left, that's why I lied, that's why I put the movie on, that's why I was texting.

I was pissed that I had kissed her. Yes it was a dumb move. Me staying with Tessa is supposed to get revenge and stay away from him.

Which I was doing good at until we got a little too close. And he slowly came back in the picture.

I don't even know how this happened.

I was doing so good then Tessa just had to crash my plans.

And now here I was now confronting her on why she didn't tell me to stop. But she was speechless. Mainly because I was so close to her which made me smirk to myself.

"Hm? I'm still waiting babe"

She finally took a breath before she started to speak.

"Um because..like I said the mood" Tessa stated. Her breathing getting heavier by the second.

I looked at her lips noticing how plump they looked as they were slightly parted.

I'm getting the feeling again.

The feeling I've been getting for a while now around her. The one that took over me yesterday.

"Fuck Tessa" I breathed out.

She was starting to take control over my mind. I don't know why. I should have never came to stay with her if I knew she would be giving me this effect.

"W-what" she stuttered making me laugh inside my head.

Oh she was way less scared than I was at this moment.

I grabbed her waist pulling her a bit closer but before she could object I smashed my lips into hers.

No I wasn't thinking again.

Again this emotion of has taken over me.

She soon kissed back wrapping her hands around my neck.

My hands tracing little circles in her back as I gripped her harder pulling her closer if that was even possible.

I slowly pulled away from our simple yet hard kiss and placed my forehead on hers.

"Why didn't you pull away that time?"

These were the words that came out making a smirk appear on my face.

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It's been about two hours now since Tessa and I had our little kiss. She never did tell me why she didn't pull away which made me smile a bit.

I know I probably put her in a lot of pain and confusion last night after I just left her but I couldn't face her.

I needed to take my mind off of her. And that's exactly what I did. But it only worked for an hour before my mind ran back to Tessa.

Instead of forgetting her it made me feel a lot of guilt after sleeping with that chick. Yeah it felt good but it didn't solve my problems like I thought it would.

And that ended up with me kissing her a second time. I didn't want it to happen but I couldn't resist.

Her lips, her laugh, her voice, her body, I was getting too attached for my liking.

I looked down seeing Tessa asleep resting her head on my shoulder. I smiled at the sight and lifted her up to carry her to her bed.

She didn't wake up only hugged the covers close to her when I laid her down.

I took a good look at her noticing how beautiful she looked while sleeping until a ding broke my thoughts.

I glanced At my phone as my face hardened and my hands were now balls of fist.

Why the hell was he texting me.

Scott -
So glad your out of jail now

Me -
Yeah so you can take my place in it. Maybe not after I'm through killing your ass.

Scott -
We'll see about that :/ we all know what happened last time.

Scott -
Oh and I've heard you been around a new girl?? Is that true.

Me -
That won't happen again. And no I haven't just a few one night stands

Scott -
Ah you never know. And that's not true but you better keep your hands on the one I've heard you've been around. Who knows I might just come and snatch her up ;)