Chapter 4: "Alone"

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    In a part of my life I felt real alone. I don't talk about that too much. It's like people come and people go. So at times it gets hard to trust and it feels like family and God are the one's that are there. For example, some people seem to be there for you but aren't. Some people will always be there for you and never leave. Those are the people that usually always mean what they say. Not just words hiding behind words. So for anyone who is reading this right now. I want you to know you're not alone. I know at times depending on what your going through and since we all go through different struggles that it's difficult to believe.

But you're never alone. Just think of the people that you DO have in your life. Be thankful for that and for them being there. Because not everyone in the world will do that. Let the people know today or soon that you care about them a lot. I just wanted to say this because back then I used to be that kid who didn't talk, I used to be that kid who didn't know many people. I felt alone. So I began to write these stories and thoughts to get my thoughts out. Maybe that's how I started writing. It feels like your always at a place of home when you write. Whenever I write and to this day I don't write for fame, to get a lot of money, and to be up there. That's nice and all and I'd love it. But I more so want to affect people's lives in any way that I can. Because some people felt the way I've felt, some people don't have that person there, and some could be in less fortunate circumstances.

When I do get up there I will do my best to do so. That's a big reason why I do this and I write and I do music is because some people go and say that my work has really made a difference in their lives or made them feel better. That's love right there, that almost makes me speechless. I believe in God, I don't know if you do or not when you read this. I'm not going to push it into your face at all. But you can pray to god, just look over scriptures they're really inspiring..and if you don't just talk to your friends too. Have that outlet you can do, something you truly love to do. It's important that I say all this to me. Thank you for your constant support. It helps me believe in myself. Never forget be YOU and know you're NEVER alone.

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