SEX YOU one | bts

chapter | 25

| mara's point of view

Jungkook called my spirit back to earth, his face was a blank canvas. I stared blankly at him. How could he tell me this with a straight face?

"Mara?"

"Wait. Hold on.." I leaned back on my seat, trying to process everything despite Jungkook's unmoved gaze on me, "So Sewon and you are related by blood. She's your half sister. That means your father is also her father but you have different mothers." One by one, I summarized everything he just told me. It felt like I was spewing nonsensical words as Jungkook nodded his head in every one of them, "She lived with you in the same house but she was thrown out by your father so you went to find her but when you did, she didn't want to be with you anymore. That's why you broke up?"

"That's pretty much it." Jungkook answered, "I know what you're thinking. Don't jump to conclusions just-"

"Don't jump to conclusions?" I exclaimed, blood rushing through my face. I was forced to absorb reality as it hit me right at my face. "That's kind of hard to do right now. Especially when you just told me that your ex girlfriend, the one that we were desperately trying to get back, is your half sister."

Jungkook winced at the shrillness of voice. I was far from being calm. Adrenaline rushed through my veins, making my body very jumpy and agitated, "I didn't tell you this so you can shout at me." He dropped his hands on his sides and sighed, "I didn't want this."

"I'm sorry. I just-" I sighed deeply and I softly looked at his face. "I just don't know what to say or how to react to this."

"I was scared when I knew, when I realized that I started to have feelings for her because I know that I shouldn't have. Now, I'm confused with what I feel. I thought I love her but now it's different when I see her." Jungkook turned his head towards me. "I don't feel it in my chest anymore, that feeling I used to have when she's around me, it's not the same anymore." I don't know what he saw in my face but he looked uncertain, "And I think it's because of you."

"N-No. You're just confused, Jungkook." I told him. He can't fall in love with me.

"I knew you'd say that. I also told myself that but it doesn't change anything." Jungkook smiled weakly at himself. I didn't like to see him like this, especially because of me. "I need to know if this is real.."

"Jungk-"

I was suddenly pressed against him, his arms holding onto me, pulling something out of my chest. My heart was beating really fast. I think I even stopped breathing. Jungkook knew something I don't as he put his lips on mine, as he held my face gently and convinced me that he would not give me up to anyone.

Jungkook breathed between the kiss. He watched as I closed my eyes and before I could open them again, he was kissing me again and my lips moved in sync with his, a harmony between us.

"Stop!"

"Stop what, Miss st. Claire?" I opened my eyes and realized that I was not in Jungkook's car nor was I in my bed. I dreamt about that day again. Why?

My cheeks heated up as heads turned towards my direction, all of them waiting for one of my witty responses but I was at a loss. Mr. Lynd raised an eyebrow at the loss of my voice. "Were you sleeping in my class, Miss st. Claire?"

"I'm sorry, Mr. Lynd." I bowed my head in embarrassment as the class snickered. Behind my back, I could hear Bethany's annoying laugh. I stood up and raised my hand, "May I be excused?"

"Sit down." Mr. Lynd said.

"Actually, I don't feel good today. Can I stay at the clinic?"