SEX YOU one | bts

chapter | 26

She was not Soo Jin anymore, Jimin reminded himself as he went on his way to the hospital's garden to meet her. He felt bad. He blamed himself for everything that happened to Soo Jin but he couldn't help it. Somewhere along the way, her hand slipped from his grip and she fell without him noticing. Jimin realized this that night she went after Mara. No matter how many times he tried, no matter how much he sacrificed, she's too far gone. Jimin couldn't change her.

He couldn't keep his promise especially to a person who don't even see him, who don't even see how much he loves her. How many times has he been hurt before he realized this? She lied to his face. She told him all she needed was him. She said she could start over with him but that was all a lie. She couldn't do it, not for him, not even for herself.

She hugged Jimin, her arm held him close, "Jimin, I'm sorry I behaved that way. I didn't know what happened." She explained right away. She called his name name, "Jimin?"

He hated it.

"I thought you abandoned me already when you stopped visiting me." Soo Jin kept her embrace tight but Jimin felt nothing but pity and emptiness for the girl he used to love.

"Soo Jin, I'm sorry. I can't see you anymore." Her arms dropped to her sides. "I'm sorry."

"You told me you won't leave.." Her voice broke just the way she was. He can't fix her. Jimin thought he could but he soon came to realize that there are some things that he couldn't do even when he try hard enough.

"You never loved me, Soo Jin." His sad eyes bore into hers. She didn't deny it and it hurt him more. "How could I stay by your side? How could you ask me to stay?" Soo Jin let go of Jimin's hand, "You know I did everything for you. I believed you. I cared for you. I loved you but I can't anymore. This is as far as I can go."

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| mara's point of view

"Are you insane!" I was practically dragged out of the cab and into the airport by Jimin,  "I'm not going with you!"

He tightly grasped my wrist as he faced the bewildered man behind the ticketing counter, "Hi. I want two plane tickets to the next flight to Norway. We have no baggage."

"Norway?!" I was freaked out, "You're kidding right?! I have a mother that will kill me if the sun rises and I'm still not home. Do you understand the danger I'm in??"

"Don't worry. I'll keep you safe." Jimin shrugged my concerns off and reassured me as he handed a black card over to the man behind the counter.

"And what about passports?" I tried to stall him as much as possible but that didn't work. "I don't know about you but I don't have one."

"You mean this?" Jimin took something out of his jacket and showed me my passport with my photo on it and my complete details.

"H-How did you even.." He smiled at my speechless self. "I have connections. Things like this are so easy for me."

My phone buzzed from where I kept it from, between my cleavage. I saw Taehyung's name on the caller ID and suddenly remembered everyone we left at the club. "Taehyung's calling."

"Ignore him." Jimin deadpanned, leading me through the gates. "And why do you keep your phone between your rack. I mean, I get it, they're nice but they're not for phones."