❁ train of feels ; soonhoon

[ 01 ]

(Disclaimer: this is from like 3 years ago and it's SO unrealistic and cringey I am so sorry)
{ pov soonyoung }

"Soonyoung wake up!!!"

"Hurry up you're going to miss your train again!!"

"Why are you even sleeping in the afternoon??"

"It's 05:16pm!"

"Soonyoung!"

I felt how someone tried to wake me up from my deep sleep. It was my mum, obviously.

Did I really sleep this long? ..when did I even fall asleep.. 05:16pm...hm ..OHSHIT I HAVE TO GET THE FUCK UP!!

I quickly got up, grabbed my favorite t-shirt and rushed downstairs, no time left to get ready.

"Mum did you see my bag??", I yelled impatiently.

"No sweetheart, I'm sorry", she answered and looked at me shaking her head.

Shit where did I put it?

After a few seconds of desperate searching I realized that it was already on my back and I laughed to myself.

"..never mind, I found it! See you later bye!!"

I hurried outside and ran as fast as I could towards the train station which wasn't far away from our house, luckily. I was hoping that I won't miss my train for the third time this month but as soon as I was able to see the track I decreased my speed, knowing that I won't miss it today; what a miracle.

It was 05:22pm, 3 minutes left until my train goes.

I'm such a lucky mofucker

I honestly stopped counting how often I went by this train. The ugly red color faded over the years, I'm so sick of it. After I entered the train I searched for a good seat; I always need a seat beside the window.

Attention, passengers: this is your conductor speaking. The train is about to leave the station.

Every time it's the same shit over and over again. I wish something special would happen but I guess it will always be the boring two hour long train ride.
I sighed, plugged my headphones in and closed my eyes. What 2 Do by Dean started playing and after a few seconds I already fell asleep.

It seemed like I slept for a few minutes until someone sat beside me.

"WHAT'S UP SOONYOUNG", a familiar voice shouted and pat my head.

It was Mingyu, my best best best friend.

"God dammit Mingyu we aren't alone, stop shouting", I whispered upset.

He just laughed and showed me his new shoes. He really likes shoes so he often talked about them and he also has a huge shelf with uncountable pairs of sneakers, unbelievable.

"Do you like my new Jordans?", he asked excited.

"Yeah whatever", I answered and opened my bottle of water.

I already knew Mingyu was going to annoy me until we had to get off the train.

"Let's play a game!", he said and smiled amused.

"Oh Mingyu please n-", I complained, just to get interrupted.

"I know you're bored as well so let's play truth or dare", he suggested and smirked.

"You already know everything about me, that doesn't work"

"Okay then.. Let's play dare", he said and laughed, trying to convince me.

I sighed and leaned back. "Fineee"

"Ok cool! Let's start with some easy shit.. hm.. I dare you to ask the small blonde boy over there where you can find the toilets"

I raised an eyebrow. "But I know where the toilets are"

"I know but that's the dare", he explained and laughed.

"Why can't I just ask the strange old lady over there?", I asked and pointed at the old lady eating a dry slice of bread.

He smirked again and shook his head. "That would be too easy. It's not that hard.. or are you too shy?"

"Of course I'm too shy", I whispered and pressed my lips together. "Ok I'll do it"

I stood up and slowly went over to the little boy's seat. I think he was studying for something but I couldn't recognize what it was. His hair looked soft and he wore a light pink sweater. But that was not what I should've focused on so I finally dared to say something.

"Uhm excuse me, where can I find the toilets?", I asked quietly. The blonde looked a little bit scared but he smiled slightly after a few seconds. "..Uhm.. you just need to go over there.. a-and then you can already see it.. on the right side", he said shyly,  I almost wasn't able to understand him because he spoke so quietly and I also noticed how his cheeks turned light pink, matching with his sweater.

Shit he's cute.. wait what the fuck am I thinking oh my god no

I nodded in understanding, even though I already knew where the toilets were. "Thank you", I answered and smiled sheepishly. I quickly went back to my seat and Mingyu, as always, smirked at me.

"What?"

"He was cute, wasn't he?", he whispered and wiggled his eyebrows.

"Pff he looks like 15..", I said, shrugging. "I'm straight anyways so what do you want from me"

"Ohh, you are blushinggg,I know you like men as well", he responded.

"I'm not blushing!!! Just because you're gay doesn't mean that I'm gay too", I complained and put one hand on my forehead.

He laughed amused: "I'm just kidding, relax"

I sighed and closed my eyes for a few seconds. "You're annoying"

"It's your turn Soonyoungie", he bugged like a little child.

"Don't call me Soonyoungie", I hissed. "I don't want to play this stupid game anymore"

"Pleeeeeaaaseeee", he whined and pouted.

"Fine, I dare you to break up with Wonwoo", I said very seriously but I couldn't help smiling.

"Maaaan, you're so cold-hearted", he mumbled and turned around.

I smiled and ran my fingers through my hair. "But I'm your best friend anyway"