❁ train of feels ; soonhoon

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{Sorry for not updating in like FOREVER I'M CRYINGGG, I wrote this like 5 months ago sorry it's so-}

{ 3rd person pov }

Soonyoung was ignoring everything. He ignored Mingyu's messages, his calls and basically his whole existence. He missed Mingyu so much but he also missed Jihoon. Soonyoung tried to forget Mingyu because of what happened but the actual reason was that he finally understood his feelings.
Mingyu wasn't the one who made his heart flutter; it was Jihoon. But Soonyoung always tried to suppress his feelings for Jihoon because he thought he had to love Mingyu because he was his boyfriend.

Yes, he was.
For Soonyoung the relationship definitely ended. If someone hit him, it meant the love wasn't strong enough and that's nothing he could get over easily.

He admitted it now. He admitted that he fell in love with Jihoon since he talked to him the first time, on the train.. since he looked at him with the most adorable smile Soonyoung has ever seen.
The kiss with Jihoon was the best kiss he ever had and it felt totally different from how Mingyu kissed him usually.
Even if Jihoon didn't love him back, Soonyoung needed to tell him his feelings or else he would go crazy. With shaky hands he texted him to meet him in a little café in the Fronting street. It was one of those moments where Soonyoung didn't think about what he was doing, which caused him to regret it a few seconds later. But there was no going back now, it was the only chance to confess his love.

Jihoon was surprised as he read the message but he didn't hesitate and eventually grabbed his jacket to go outside. It was the perfect timing because he actually wanted to go outside anyway, but now he was more excited than ever. Why did Soonyoung suddenly want to see him? Did something special happen? He was really curious and clueless so he hurried to the café in less than five minutes. Soonyoung was already there, awaiting him and greeting him with a hug.

"Heyy, how are you?", Soonyoung asked and smiled almost automatically. This boy was able to make him forget all his sorrows by just smiling at him.

Jihoon looked so pretty today, he wore a cute baby blue sweater and his hair looked so soft and fluffy, he was the definition of what Soonyoung imagines when he heard the word 'angel'.

"I'm fine thanks, what about you? And how is Mingyu?"

Soonyoung scratched the back of his head, looking around him slowly while he tried to think of a decent answer but he just didn't know what to say.

"I'm.. fine as well.. Mingyu hmm... uhm well let's go inside first", Soonyoung replied and pulled Jihoon, who was slightly confused, inside the café. They sat down and ordered two coffees, but while Soonyoung was talking to the waiter, Jihoon was staring at Soonyoung's left cheek, wondering why it looked so pinkish compared to the other one.

"What happened to your cheek?", Jihoon asked worried and raised his eyebrows as Soonyoung tried to hide it with his sweater paw.

"N-nothing, don't worry I'm okay", Soonyoung answered, almost panicking on the inside.

Jihoon took his hand softly and looked at him concerned. "Did he hit you?", he asked quietly.

How did he know? Was it that obvious? Soonyoung didn't even realize the mark was still visible on his pale skin. Apparently Jihoon really paid attention and noticed it immediately, was it a sign that he cared for him a lot? The last thing Soonyoung wanted was Jihoon to worry about him, but should he just tell him the truth?

Soonyoung sighed and nodded silently. "We broke up yesterday.. he was so so jealous because of our kiss so he just screamed at me and then.. yea", Soonyoung explained and looked at their intertwined hands.