❁ train of feels ; soonhoon

[ 07 ]

{ pov soonyoung }

"Be with me"

The only thing I was able to do was staring at him and clearing my throat after I realized what he just said.

"B-be..with y-you?", I asked, not knowing what I should have said instead.

"Yes.. that's the only thing that would make me happy for now", he answered, smiling a little.

"Y-you mean like a ..relationship?"

He nodded.

My best friend Mingyu wants to be in a relationship with me, what the fuck should I do? But he is a wonderful person and I want him to be happy.. I guess I should give it a try.. ?

"Fine", I muttered shyly and tried to smile. "But I've never been in a relationship before so you have to show me how it works"
His eyes were sparkling and he smiled at me.

"You've already learned the most important thing", he said and grinned slightly.

"What do you mean?", I wondered curious and couldn't think of anything in that moment.
But as soon as I got an idea of what he could mean, he pulled me in for a kiss and quickly pressed his lips against mine but he already drew away a few seconds later.

"You already know how to kiss!"

I couldn't help but smile as I noticed how my cheeks turned red. "Why am I always blushing?!", I complained and covered my cheeks with my hands.

"It's so adorable! And now.. you have to get used to unexpected kisses", he giggled and ruffled my hair.

Mingyu is now.. my.. boyfriend..? What the actual shi t

This situation was actually so awkward and different but I was happy. I guessed. I never imagined Mingyu to be my boyfriend but it didn't feel bad at all. But one part of me was against it, I couldn't help it.

I looked out of the window because it surprised me that it was already getting brighter outside.

"Should we.. go to sleep? Or should we just stay awake?", I asked, laughing a little.

"Let's go outside!! I'm not tired at all", Mingyu replied, grabbing my hand and pulling me out of the room.

I didn't say anything but laughed while following him until I quickly tried to grab my jacket but he was already pulling me outside.

"You don't need your jacket, that's my job. You can take mine", he said smoothly and gave me his black jacket which was at least two sizes too big for me which made me smile bashfully. "Thank you.."

I jumped onto his back and wrapped my arms and legs around him. "Where are we going?"

"To the lake. We could watch the sunrise", he suggested and hold my legs carefully.

"Wow, romantic", I answered excited and smiled like a little child. While Mingyu was carrying me, I rested my head on his and sang my favorite song 'Highlight'.
As soon as I was able to see the lake, I jumped off his back and ran across a little bridge.

"Wait for me", Mingyu yelled and followed me quickly. "Woah.. it's beautiful isn't it?", he whispered and pointed at the rising sun.

But I didn't really pay attention to him because I was focused on someone sitting in the grass alone.

Holy shit, it was definitely Jihoon, I recognized his hair and his squishy face immediately.

Shit

"eh..what time is it?", I asked distracted while I didn't look away.

"5:32am, why are you asking?", Mingyu answered and looked in the same direction as me.

"Just curious.."

what is he doing here at 5:32am??

While I was wondering, Mingyu backhugged me and put his head on my shoulder.

"What are you looking at? You're seeming so thoughtful suddenly", he said calmly as he wrapped his arms around my body.

"No no, it's nothing", I said, turning around and hugging him tightly.

I don't know this Jihoon guy, I can't love him. It's simple.

{ pov Jihoon }

I was sitting in the grass at the lake this night..or morning, having my eyes closed as I suddenly heard two male voices in the distance. One boy was running onto the bridge and looked in my direction afterwards and the other one followed him. It wasn't special to me until I looked closer and noticed that the boy with brown hair actually looked very familiar to me.
Oh yes, it was this cute guy on the train who asked me for the toilets. But it looked like he had a boyfriend, it must've been the tall black haired boy next to him. They acted like a couple on the train back then and now they're hugging, cute somehow..

At least he seemed to live nearby, maybe we can become friends, I thought. But I was so shy, I really hated it. I  remembered how he smiled at me on the train when his boyfriend fell asleep on his shoulder. His smile was really pretty.. just like his eyes.

But why was I thinking about him again.. And why did he look at me? Did he recognize me as well? Hmm.. What must he have been thinking after he saw me sitting here alone at 5 in the morning.

Maybe I should just go home, hmm