❁ train of feels ; soonhoon

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{ pov soonyoung }

Mingyu and I have been dating for a whole week now and it felt amazing. I've never been this happy in my whole life and it's unbelievable how much my feelings grew for him in such a short time.
I didn't see Jihoon on the train the last few days and it made me kinda sad..but oh, what am I saying, I guess it was actually the best for me.

Mingyu said he felt too ill to get up today so I was sitting in the train alone, watching the rain outside. The movement of the train started to make me feel very sleepy and my eyes felt increasingly heavy and more difficult to keep open for any length of time.

- 45min later --

I opened my eyes and looked around me. I must've been sleeping for quite a while because I don't remember someone sitting beside m-

fucking shit is this Jihoon? Am I still dreaming?

I rubbed my eyes and looked again, but apparently I wasn't dreaming so I just tried not to look at him even though I wanted to start a conversation so bad. I still couldn't believe that he simply sat next to me at this moment and that's why I became a little bit nervous.

"Tickets, please", a young man with short black hair said and looked at us expectantly. Luckily I was already holding my ticket in my hand so I didn't have to search for it.

I watched Jihoon searching through his bag for a couple of seconds but it looked like he couldn't find his ticket.

"Fuck..", he whispered nervously. "I-I.. can't find it, I think I lost it.. I-"

"This is his ticket", I said and gave my ticket to the ticket inspector.

Both of them looked at me surprised and Jihoon shook his head. "N-no-", "Ok so where is your ticket?", the man asked without letting Jihoon finish whatever he wanted to say.

"I don't have one", I said and smiled at Jihoon who glanced at me confused.

"Well, then you have to pay a fine of 40$. I would like to know your name, age and your address please"

"Kwon Soonyoung, 17 years old". I gave him my address and after he noted everything down, he continued checking the other passenger's tickets.

"You.. didn't have to do this..", the small boy said, still confused and surprised.

"It's totally fine", I said calmly and smiled. "It really sucks to lose your ticket.. I know what it feels like"

"T-thank you so much.. But I'll pay you b-", "No, you don't have to do anything. I'm going to pay for it, not you"

"How can I thank you? I definitely owe you something", he claimed.

"Let's just be friends, you seem like a nice person", I replied and saw how Jihoon's cheeks turned light pink immediately.

"Okay..", he just said and smiled sheepishly.

I hope this wasn't a bad idea

"Oh by the way, where is your boyfriend? He usually sits with you every time", he wondered and looked around him.

"He felt ill toda- How do you know that he is my boyfriend?"

"Well.. You acted like a couple when I sat in front of you when he fell asleep on your shoulder and I also saw you two hugging at the lake a week ago", he explained and looked at me innocently.

"O-oh.. Well he wasn't my boyfriend on the train back then..", I said with a little bit of embarrassment. "But we are dating since last week"

"That's cute..", he said bemused and looked at the floor.

"And.. is that brown haired guy who sat next to you one time your boyfriend? I heard that his name is Seungkwan or something like that.."

He looked at me really surprised. "Seungkwan?!". He started laughing. "Noo.. He's my best friend since kindergarden, but he moved to Japan so we don't see each other very often"

Wow, and I thought he had a boyfriend......

"Oh..okay, but you two look cute together", I said and smiled, even though I was hella jealous but I actually didn't have any right to be jealous because of my relationship.

"Noo.. but thank you..", he laughed. "But I don't know anything about relationships and I never had a boyfriend before..hmm"

I was so happy on the inside that I finally managed to talk to this boy, but I really really regretted not talking to him earlier.

"Oh", he said, looking at the clock of his phone after we exchanged our phone numbers. "I have to get off now, let's meet another day"

I hope we'll become good friends