My Thoughts In Poetry

Best Friend.

I tried making it work between us.

I tried to tell you secrets and get you to tell me yours.

I tried laughing and getting along with you.

All the things a best friend is supposed to do.

You didn't seem to care for my efforts.

You didn't seem to care that I desperately wanted you to go back to the person I first met.

People change but you changed too fast. Too fast for me and for you.

You weren't you.

You were this image of what they wanted you to be.

You trusted them more than you trusted me.

I was left on the sidelines, smiling when you finally glanced my way.

Filling myself with false hope and happiness.

You left me before we parted ways.

You took my heart and squashed it without a care.

Funny how best friends work.

I don't understand why I feel the need to have them.

Why I get them and can't even tell them what's wrong.

Why I let them make me feel so guilty when it's not my fault.

I'm just a sorry excuse for a best friend.

Letting everyone hurt me again and again.

Thats me though... Call me if you need a best friend for a while.

I'll let you break me like they did, I'll let you tear a bit of my heart and keep it.

I will let you stomp over me, but I won't regret a thing.

Thats me, the best friend.

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Hey everyone!

So I recently lost my best friend...

Yeah it just... We didn't work out...

Almost two years and...
But it was for the best. We just were not compatible anymore.

She was holding me back, she made me worse.

We needed to let go...

Ok... Well thanks everyone!

Thank you very much, fellow weirdos,
Rosa Vazquez☺